The Year 2011

Every year on the 31st, I self-reflect on the year as well as myself. Oh and I also do resolutions! However I have to look for this year's resolutions. I think am gonna add "Stop being so forgetful" to my resolutions.

This year started out with the excitement of turning 21! Yeah that and the fact that my boyfriend was gonna to be done with university. There was excitement and uncertainty at the same time. The year begin and my semester begin with law and economics and that made it even worse. But by God's grace I made through the semester and pretty well in fact. I was grateful and in awe. Then the boyfriend was working  his way through his FYP being busy peasy a lot and I helped cheering him up whenever I could and he did pretty good as well! Again with the help of God. Then there was an ad in the newspaper for a graduate SAP course at British Petroleum (BP) for fresh grads and he applied. We prayed for it and he went through each interview stage. There was more uncertainty but when that phone call came through, there was just sheer joy really. We thanked God for being so faithful.

He begin his new job and he continued studying and so did I. The second semester of the year begin.There was accounts and oh the horror. But God's grace was there and my test scores surprised me and thank God for helpful friends who helped tutor and I spent so much time in the library, I scared myself. Finals was done with and Christmas came along. Christmas was just beautiful and that time was the year just makes me so grateful for all that I have. I manage to spent time with both family and friends. I really am grateful for them.

However this year wasn't all work. I went to Chiang Mai, Singapore and a couple of local holidays. Chiang Mai was an eye opener mainly a cultural one. At Singapore was me just being a kid really. The holidays were mainly quality time with the family which truly I treasure. My family is seriously an interesting and wonderful bunch and I love them to bits.

My relationship has also grown and we have to learned to be more undersstanding with one another and everyday is a growing process for the both of us. He is truly a blessing. The way he accepts my flaws and tells me its ok to make mistakes and explains how I can grow for them is just beautiful. I love that boy to insanely tiny bits. He knows exactly how to make me smile and that sums it up.

Well as a person, this year I guess I learned to be patient, to love more and listen. I have also found out that people may seem one thing for a couple of years and change into something totally different the next second.Through years, people may seem like they are growing and in time they might just fall that landslide and end up in a ditch the next. I have learned that I can't trust everyone and am careful with my words and what I say to people. I don't open up as much as I use to and that's a little sad in a way. I found out the dangers of giving so much in friendships and therefore am conscious now more than ever. I have also learned to never judge a book by its cover. I did find people to trust here and there and to those only I say all that is on my mind. I guess next year I really have to work on this trust issue really.

Next year is really going to be interesting. At college, everyone is going to into their specialized field so that's going to be interesting. I guess am going to learn to venture out and make the best out of it. I will definitely miss the gang though! We will still have certain same classes but not all. I will definitely miss that. And also the fact am going to be 22! I'm really going to be depressed during my birthday. I predict that. But I never know what the year will bring and I will not judge or say anything. I am just going to take everyday as a blessing really.

This year has been gracious,filled with love, joy, hard times and smiles. Looking back, its been a beautiful joyride and am joyed and excited to see what 2012 brings to me.

I wish everyone a Blessed New Year and may this new beginning bring you excitement as well as hope for the year to come.


Love,
Ezreena

Attacked

You know my college sucks at the way they plan semesters. My finals this time is in the freakin middle of December! Therefore as Christmas comes up, I barely feel the usual excitement thanks to the fact that I'm worrying about accounts at the back of mind. The next few weeks are going to be insane for me. All the subjects have major assignments due at the nearly the same time. Talk about perfect timing.

And I think I'm procrastinating..Just a little anyway

I pulled my leg muscle again...And therefore am all limp-ish...And I get the pitiful stare wherever I go where I really feel the need to scream out "Hey people its just a muscle pull,nothing more to watch here".

Well am gonna go ward of the swarm of mosquitoes attacking me.

Here's the Weekend

I'm suppose to spend my weekend assignment-ing. However I spent it eating and watching a movie with the boyfriend. Dream house is really good btw. It's a thriller that made me tear! And today I decided to start watching this:

It's a really good comedy!!!..Like it has the whole"One Tree Hill", Grey's Anatomy narration thing that I love as well as the way it's shot it really different. Therefore am hooked to it and download it while doing my assignment. How brilliant am I.

It's Thanksgiving tomorrow and am guessing only at my church. However I wanna cook but can't thanks to my assignment. Therefore I'll just make peach cobbler and make myself happy. I so wanted to make a full blown meal. Am bummed.

Well that's my weekend for you.

Music

So I know I haven't blogged in forever. I guess am just plain lazy cause really I can't come up with anyone other better reason.

Also I just realized blogger just had a makeover. The same week as Facebook. Or maybe this change took place weeks ago and I never realized. Well whatever the case its just too many changes to comprehend in a week.

I slept at 3am last night drowning in Matt Nathanson, Patrick Stump, One Republic,and a bunch of random music videos. Time just flew by.Also I realized that Matt Nathanson has a nose piercing! His sounds too boy next door for that. Also Patrick Stump decided to be sexy but am not buying it. I think he and Pete Wetz made the ultimate couple and that's why it didn't work out with Ashlee Simpson for Pete. Sometimes I think I should work E news,People magazine or Us Weekly the way I keep with the celebrity gossip. It's a secret indulgence of mine. I think it's a little weird at times.

It's currently the 8th week at college and assignments and tests are rolling in however all my TV shows are returning this week.So how!! I am also itching to start watching new tv series's. As though I need more.

I decided to audition for iChoir this week.Am so proud of me. I wanted to bail at the last minute actually. That always happens when am about to join a club but I couldn't this time cause it was a blazing storm outside and I was stuck in college.

That was the recap of my life for the week.

I promise there will be more soon.

Really.

Sunday Tales

I love reading the Sunday star. That's because it's that one day of the week where the newspaper covers everything from health to fashion the biggest gossip in Hollywood. But mostly because there are real live stories. Ever since I was young I loved reading "Dear Thelma". It's like real live Desperate Housewives tales as well as stories of real life sad, depressed people Then there's the section of real stories from real people with life lessons. That always makes me tear a little. I hope to send a story one day that is when I have the courage to.

Well this week I read about the new Jimmy Choos collection. The shoes were plainly orgasmic!! Oh there was a perk as well. Apparently if you spend RM 28,000 and above you get this exclusive photo shoot from this famous photographer with your favorite pair of Jimmy Choos. Also you get a MAC makeover and a BMW picks you up to your location. And all you have to do is spend 28,000. Hmmph need I say more. I rather freaking higher my own car,make up artist,photographer and just buy one pair of shoes and it will definitely cost me a lot less. I think I can freaking get me a few hundred pair of clothes,bags,shoes and accessories for that kinda of money!

Then there was another section where you right in your basic problems unlike the emotional and relationship problems you write to "Dear Thelma". This mum of a six year old wrote in saying she threw her 6 year old daughter a birthday party and got cheap ass gifts. Well she didn't use the word ass but yeah you get the point. She was upset she got handmade gifts made from suppliers supplied by her at her home. She even added that her daughter who mind you is 6 complained that it was crappy gifts. What the heck is wrong with this women!! Isn't a gift suppose to be the thought that counts. She is practically teaching her daughter not to appreciate cheap gifts whatever that is in her dictionary and to throw a temper about it.I really do pity this 6 year old's future boyfriend really. I really can't blame her though. The credit definitely goes to her wonderful materialistic mum.

So that's the highlight of this Sunday's newspaper. I have always loved it for how real everything seems like embarrassing stories to true heart wrenching tales. And I always will.

Now to start a saving's account for my first pair of Jimmy Choos.


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

As It Rolls

[Music: Hilary Duff- Come Clean]

It's the first week of my hols and it has been rather relaxing. A very much needed relaxing week actually.

Finals was one of my most stressing. I had some sorta of break down before my law paper. The cases were just too much to memorize and I was afraid of messing up. But Thank God when I sat there looking at the paper, the cases just popped it my head. Really it was miraculous moment. Also I have to thank the boyfriend for his lovely shoulders and his "you stress to much" talks. They really do help.

The day my economics paper was over which mind you was at 7pm! I was super joyous. If it didn't look weird I would have definitely gone around on a hugging spree.

The next day we had a sort of celebrity barbeque at Aaron's place at Setia Alam and gosh it that place far. We did a little exploring and we meaning me, Henry,KF and Siu Mei. It was fun. I had a good time!

The rest of the week was spent sleeping. Yeah I woke up at 1pm quite a bit. Bumming around, watching movies and just being child like happy. I am in need of new books. Now I need to get Dad to find the time.

Well I gotta pack to head over to my grandparents place tomorrow.I'm taking Mick along cause his just super entertaining. That's the iPad by the way.

[I love Apple Products}

Here We Are

[Music:Give Me Everything - Pitbull ft Ne-Yo]

The semester is coming to an end and am feeling the pressure alright. Time sure flies by quick. I remember bumming around in the beginning, working hard somewhere in the middle and then bumming somemore and here I am working on my final assignment of the semester and sadly its quantitative again. Why oh Why!

The semester is plainly too long that I can't even remember the chapters we covered. I'm gonna remember to note that down in the review form.

My parents away in Aussie this week and therefore am the chauffeur.

Oh and am gonna be a full driver in less than a month!!! Hell yeah!

Well am off to conquer Excel

[Daily pressures]

One Down

[Music: Chris Brown - Yeah 3x]

A new week ahead and my law assignment is OVER with! Am glad though I just realized I left out a source in my reference.And it's bothering the hell outta me.Note to self: Do not do citation at 4 in the morning! You will forget something...

There was a wedding on Saturday so the whole day just went by with me in the saloon and then the wedding itself.I loved my curls though!! :)

Well thank goodness this week is sorta vacation-ish cause I finally get to run errands without that pang of guilty in my gut. I need to get the cards done, get a dress and figure the deco.I see myself spending quite a lot of time on Google.

I'm seriously utterly excited for my birthday!! Not that excited to be 21 though...
I hope I don't have "getting older" blues a couple of days before the B'day. That would so not be cool. I guess being 21 has it's pro's and cons. Well with the privilege of being legal comes the consequences of being able to go jail. What a profound wayy of thinking about it...Oh I really wanna legally gamble though!...Hello Genting!

Well I'm going to get working on the guestlist and a list of my errands.

{Cause it's rock to the star}

A Little Running Around

[Music:John Mayer - Back to You]

So hectic week is almost over...It's just law left...rawr

I had an insane week..Well not as insane as I was in Taylors but insane enough...

A Quantitative test on Thursday and law assignment is due on Monday. Really, I'm glad I didn't major in Law.Smart decision really...

I've been spending the whole week studying for the Quantitative test. Yes, I freak when it comes to a Math test.My bf keeps saying I really need to swallow a chill pill soon enough.

I went out with my gf's on Wednesday. Well Shaun is now my Shauna so I consider it a gurlie outing :)...We had popiah,macaroons and coffee...Okies I had coffee but it was a real nice sit down chat and I see more of this coming up as the 3 of us a rather nearby as it turns out..lol

I guess having "Glee" indirectly in my law assignment makes it interesting and I thank God my bf's is gracious enough to tutor me through this...What Would I do Without Him!

I'm giving up dinner for my assignment now..And am bummed...Not forgetting starved..

The following are a little pix show from my outing with the highschoolers :D

{Cause It's Rock to the Star}

Down The Aisle

[Music: Lady Gaga - Born This Way]

Weddings make me smile :)

I kind of take ideas of do and don't for a wedding from all the weddings I go to. It's like I make mental notes for my own wedding someday.

What I do know for sure I want in my wedding is the theme: "It's All About Us"
That way I know everything will go perfectly :D

The pictures are from a church member's wedding and my first time taking on the bridesmaid role...

{Hello, Wedding Book!}

The Lovely Weather

[HelloGoodbye - Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn]

Today was one of those...
I really tried waking up from Economics but epic-fail, my brain screamed but my body refused to hear and yes I decided to sleep in only to be awoken by Berry asking where I was..I smiled and said "in bed" and he laughed and skipped the whole day of classes with KF. I went to college at 12 slightly dredging the traffic only to be greeted by awesomely cleared roads and empty parking lots screaming my name. Quantitative was a lab class. Barely anyone showed up so it was me and Shirley tackling lab assignment. It was freaking stressing to the eye I tell you. I got home at 2 and my mum complained that I have too much free time this semester..haha...

Had spicy pasta for lunch, had random convo with Vitz and basically I have no idea what else I did for the rest of the day.Oh and I remember studying law for a bit and just bumming for the rest...

The boyfriend came over for dinner, mum made tom yam...I think am consuming too much food lately..hmmph...

So tomorrow there is law...Am afraid..That's sums it up...

{ I heart real conversations with my girlfriends}

The New Semester

[Music: Forget You - Cee Lo]

Well unlike an Aussie course, we doing a UK course start classes a bit too early for liking! I started on the 17th of this month and my timetable seems splendid!! I have Wednesday off and Friday has one class which we're are petitioning for a move. So hello 3 times a week class.

I have four subjects and hello econs and quantitative methods in business..again. I guess I don't mind Quantitative that much but over here they use Excel more, that I MIND. The first class of the sem was econs and all the horror at Taylors came back. I blame the lecturer at Taylors for making the subject so un-digestable. Thank God the lecturer here is approachable. I have the same classmates and am super glad. Oh and we're joined by some semester 1 students and semester 3 students. Yea I know the class is in a totally "rojak" state. Besides the occasionally "know-it-all" here and there, everyone else is cool...I have yet to know the others actually..lol. It's hard when Berry and I have continuous bitching sessions. I bet we should freakisly blond sometimes.

You know I just realized after getting Ryan aka my iPhone I have became sorta anti-social. Like at family dinners and lunches. I did it today...rawr..I should really stop!..So not cool!!..But I really can't help myself...I was in a serious convo its not like I was gaming or something..But its still ANTI-SOCIAL

Well that's last week for you. I have been out occasionally with the boyfriend or on a shopping spree with mum. Dad just got back from Aussie with delights however I am too shit ass sick to consume anything. Yeah did I mention, I got shit ass sick a couple of days back. No kidding! Like I spent the whole friday throwing up..I couldn't even consumer H2O. I'm feeling a little better but I think I might spend the whole day tomorrow in bed. Yeah perfect Saturday plan.RAWR

-Ezreena-
{Forget you, Along with your shit}

Hello, Goodbye

A year has gone by and looking back at 2010, I can say without a doubt it's been an AWESOME POSSOM YEAR :D

There's was it's ups and downs but through it all I found love and grace. With the love of my life at my side I knew I could make it through it all.

Aussie was a highlight and all the great family outings made it great

For the year ahead, I guess I have a couple of resolutions in my head but am not anticipating much. I plainly wanna enjoy the ride ahead. I look forward to the roller coaster ride ahead plainly.

So goodbye 2010, you've been really lovely to me and I will cherish the memories for the rest of my life and Hello 2011, I really wander what you will bring me!

Settlin'

Being sick during the holidays is SO not good!
What makes it worse is when you managed to contaminate your whole family along!!

After 3 doctor visits, I have my voice back and am staying away from the joys of chili...
Which makes me very sad,
I guess the plus side of being sick is I got to lose weight..Yay me :)
However now the rest of my family is sick including my dad who barely gets sick..He n mum are in an orchestra at night..

Went "Aussie" shopping yesterday, I got the leggings I needed and an ugly pair of sneakers. I hate shoe shopping with my parents. They clearly have something against comffy flip flops...Hmmph

Well am off to send Alejandro to the polish..So he'll be all sexy and shiny when he gets backs.

5 hours at Pyramid!

The Up and Abouts

Well I finished finals a couple of weeks ago and been bumming at home a couple of weeks more. I think I really need a job or something but am plainly lazy and therefore am draining my bank account slowly but surely..I wish I had a money tree in my backyard or a job I could go into when I was in the mood for

Finals were stressful as usual and I nearly got sick..So close!..Results were fine and as I was head on determined to move in the HR course which is under a different associated uni. A British one. The brilliant counselor who took off without my knowing who took me forever to find gave me false hope and ended up my dad taking over the whole situation. Seriously my dad is best at getting stuff done in a jiffy! I love him for that besides the fact he forgets he gives me allowance money and gives me more:D..Ended up talking to the dean and after clearly stating they have very incapable stuff, she said I have to take year 1 again cause the subjects can't be mapped and shit. Like hello! It's a freaking business program not doctorate. All business programs have the same first year subjects. What more she tried to make it seem like it was my fault that I didn't get in contact with anyone on purpose!! She really ticked me off la. If my parents weren't there, I would have seriously slapped her. Even when I stated that I might as well switch colleges, she didn't give a damn. RAWR

Therefore I ended up applying to INTI. So yeah, I'm most probably gonna be an INTI student in September. New environment, new people, new classrooms, same old awesome lunch places!, oh and the awesome possum boyfriend :D..haha..

Oh am leaving to Aussie in a couple of weeks btw. So awesome chocolates, yummy white boys and lovely cheesecakes and pastries, oh sweet wine...HERE I COME...

Lovez.

I'm Halfway Gone

I'm down with the cold.
Am currently voiceless.
I'm coughing like crazy and my body hurts.
I can't taste food nor smell so I dislike everything but bread and kung fo cha( I hope I spelled it right).
I've been downloading 2 to 3 movies a day. That makes me happy :)
I'm whiny as you can see
I wanna go on a road trip
I'm in love with Eminem's Love the Way You Lie video..I teared when I first watched it..I still tear a little..It's the 8th time now
I wanna get nice, long hair extensions!!
My sister got another rabbit and I love her..We share a special bond. I sneak her food and she nibbles me outta love...Am sure of it
I need to stop watching movies that make me wail(notice: Not cry)...It's not cool to waste so much tissue...And it definitely doesn't help my flu.
I'm gonna go look for more Nancy Drew games.

-Little Miss Obsessive-

A Helping Hand Resulted In a Rescue

I was bumming on random blogs waiting for the bf to get me after my last final paper and decided to check out PostSecret since I haven't checked it out in a long while. A very random move. I was browsing a whole bunch of random postcards until I bumped into this and I immediately started tearing up. It pierced straight through my heart. In the middle of the computer lab at college, I found myself tearing up and subtly I whipped it away.

I was a lost and hurt person trying my best to find myself again. Lots of circumstances changed who I was and deep down I was looking for myself again but didn't find a reason to. Until YOU.You showed me who I was and who I could be. You told me "never" does not exist and I deserved the world when I thought I didn't. You showed me how special I was and how beautiful you are.

I helped you a little and you rescued me. I guess God does indeed have a purpose for everything. We may not see it at first but through time the pieces does fall into place.

I thank God for you everyday. I Love You

The Unwaited Weekend

Am being practically dragged to Seremban this weekend. I purely dislike my dad at this moment. I told him about my plans like about last weekend and we ended up having a head on battle as alwayz...

If you didn't know my dad and I are wayy to alike hence we end up clashing with each other one too many times and my mum being brillant decided to stay clearly out to be safe. Anyways it ended in I can't go to the party cause I have to go to another stupid wedding on his side of the family. His cousin or something..We don't even talk to them very much for goodness sake!! And it went on to him saying I don't care about your plans as long as you stay under my roof and shit. Yes that's my dad the most unreasonable person on the planet.

Am just very unhappy right now

I'm sleep deprieved mostly because I had a marketing assignment last night and reading endless journals is just not fun and Old Town Kopitiam coffee does not do good to my tummy. So I ended up catching up "The Hills". I have no idea why am addicted to the show.

My trip down under is confirmed. I'll be going to Perth and I'll be there for about 12 or 15 days. Either one, I don't remember. And we're going on a road trip. Overnight-ing in a farm inclusive. I so hope I meet a freaking cute 6 pack cowboy:P

Well am gonna clean up my room because my maid elopped and am currently maidless..So not cool!

You Make Me Smile

I was super bummed out about my microeconomics marks that it ruined my whole day. I was grouchy and really unapproachable. I was snapping at the boyfriend and the darling that he is decided I needed some big time cheering up.

He got this free ticket thing from NST that morning and he told me we're are going for it. But being the stubborn mule that I am at times, I bite him and told him to go away. But he insisted and called my mum told her we're going. So I was like whatever sort of thing and he picked me up from college and we headed to 1U. We got there and headed to the cinema only for me to recheck the paper cutting and find out that ticket pick up time is 8ish! OMG!..haha...So we head home for a bit, get ready and head back out again.

I was in a better mood by now but not exactly there. We reach 1U and rush for dinner. Went to Otak-otak. It's a real cute cafe with all this classic deco! Had dinner and then went to pick up the tickets. I had the nasi lemak speacial and he had some bbq chicken rice thing. P.S :Am a nasi lemak addict!

We thought we were late but we were waiting for about 1/2 an hour before the NST people came. What the heck!! We were a bit lost on where to get the tickets but this bunch of old people about 70 plus I suppose come get these free tickets every week and they were very sweet and helpful. Actually everyone there was real friendly. We got out tickets and we saw this restaurant earlier which had awesome dessert and rushed there...

When we reached there and checked the menu, we thought we were in heaven! Okies so maybe not heaven but I've never had deep fried snickers bar before and I bet neither have u! The place is called New York Deli. So we ordered drinks and desert. White chocolate thingmajig..I got the cold and he got the hot..But the cold is a lot better..He got a brownie which came with loadz of chocolate sauce and vanilla ice-cream and I went for the snickers bar which came the same way as the brownie. After that we got high and camwhored:

The movie was real good. It was not your typical love story and I enjoyed it very much. The lead actor wasn't well known but he was quite good. Rome and Italy is all so pretty!!Amanda Seyfield is a pretty decent actress.

The date was pretty much perfect and I had an awesome time! I was in better spirit a whole lot after that and I really owe it to you.

You are my fairytale <3

Watching The Fireflies Fly By

I am still in a holz mood hence that has been affecting my attendance of classes. And my dad's car being at the mechanic is a plus side for me!

I had a buyer consumer test on Tuesday. Gosh was I panicking over it. I was struggling with one chapter and that took forever to decipher. Why the hell are consumers soo freaking complicated...

Everyone moved into the lakeside this week so now its no more peaceful but a complete zoo!! Its soo not cool. Am annoyed waiting for the lifts and having lunch is something you shouldn't bother about because of the amount of people in the ques you might as well freakin starve. It saves time a whole lot.And parking is caos and even the drop off area is just one big traffic jam. The plus side this week at campus is the open of dessert bar. They have quite lovely food and not forgetting awesome possum dessert..

The next few weeks are gonna be hectic with my semester coming to an end. I have a quiz or assignment due every week. And block lectures! That's the biggest torture of all.It's until 7pm...rawr

So my dad has been talking about an overseas vaca the last few weeks and we went from Hong Kong to India and now...*drum roll*..We've decided on AUSSIE!! Am super duper excited. The plan last night was to go to Gold Coast and all the theme parks there but now after my dad doing some research the plan is to go to Melbourne and drive down the great oceanic road to some penguin island. I have no idea what's that place called. This is gonna be somewhere in September or October. I have to check with my calendar and get back to my dad.

Oh I locked the boyfriend out of the house today along with my babies, sadly my house has too many opening at the sides. After that I was pretty much a dead woman so I hid out at my room until it was clear. Yea my boy and I get pretty lame sometimes...Actually all the time...I love him for tht :)Am currently working on an online business information system quiz...Online quizzes are such fun.

-Lovez-
PS: In regard to the post above...My bf actually gained 12kg...my bad...