Here We Are

[Music:Give Me Everything - Pitbull ft Ne-Yo]

The semester is coming to an end and am feeling the pressure alright. Time sure flies by quick. I remember bumming around in the beginning, working hard somewhere in the middle and then bumming somemore and here I am working on my final assignment of the semester and sadly its quantitative again. Why oh Why!

The semester is plainly too long that I can't even remember the chapters we covered. I'm gonna remember to note that down in the review form.

My parents away in Aussie this week and therefore am the chauffeur.

Oh and am gonna be a full driver in less than a month!!! Hell yeah!

Well am off to conquer Excel

[Daily pressures]

One Down

[Music: Chris Brown - Yeah 3x]

A new week ahead and my law assignment is OVER with! Am glad though I just realized I left out a source in my reference.And it's bothering the hell outta me.Note to self: Do not do citation at 4 in the morning! You will forget something...

There was a wedding on Saturday so the whole day just went by with me in the saloon and then the wedding itself.I loved my curls though!! :)

Well thank goodness this week is sorta vacation-ish cause I finally get to run errands without that pang of guilty in my gut. I need to get the cards done, get a dress and figure the deco.I see myself spending quite a lot of time on Google.

I'm seriously utterly excited for my birthday!! Not that excited to be 21 though...
I hope I don't have "getting older" blues a couple of days before the B'day. That would so not be cool. I guess being 21 has it's pro's and cons. Well with the privilege of being legal comes the consequences of being able to go jail. What a profound wayy of thinking about it...Oh I really wanna legally gamble though!...Hello Genting!

Well I'm going to get working on the guestlist and a list of my errands.

{Cause it's rock to the star}

A Little Running Around

[Music:John Mayer - Back to You]

So hectic week is almost over...It's just law left...rawr

I had an insane week..Well not as insane as I was in Taylors but insane enough...

A Quantitative test on Thursday and law assignment is due on Monday. Really, I'm glad I didn't major in Law.Smart decision really...

I've been spending the whole week studying for the Quantitative test. Yes, I freak when it comes to a Math test.My bf keeps saying I really need to swallow a chill pill soon enough.

I went out with my gf's on Wednesday. Well Shaun is now my Shauna so I consider it a gurlie outing :)...We had popiah,macaroons and coffee...Okies I had coffee but it was a real nice sit down chat and I see more of this coming up as the 3 of us a rather nearby as it turns out..lol

I guess having "Glee" indirectly in my law assignment makes it interesting and I thank God my bf's is gracious enough to tutor me through this...What Would I do Without Him!

I'm giving up dinner for my assignment now..And am bummed...Not forgetting starved..

The following are a little pix show from my outing with the highschoolers :D

{Cause It's Rock to the Star}

Down The Aisle

[Music: Lady Gaga - Born This Way]

Weddings make me smile :)

I kind of take ideas of do and don't for a wedding from all the weddings I go to. It's like I make mental notes for my own wedding someday.

What I do know for sure I want in my wedding is the theme: "It's All About Us"
That way I know everything will go perfectly :D

The pictures are from a church member's wedding and my first time taking on the bridesmaid role...

{Hello, Wedding Book!}

The Lovely Weather

[HelloGoodbye - Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn]

Today was one of those...
I really tried waking up from Economics but epic-fail, my brain screamed but my body refused to hear and yes I decided to sleep in only to be awoken by Berry asking where I was..I smiled and said "in bed" and he laughed and skipped the whole day of classes with KF. I went to college at 12 slightly dredging the traffic only to be greeted by awesomely cleared roads and empty parking lots screaming my name. Quantitative was a lab class. Barely anyone showed up so it was me and Shirley tackling lab assignment. It was freaking stressing to the eye I tell you. I got home at 2 and my mum complained that I have too much free time this semester..haha...

Had spicy pasta for lunch, had random convo with Vitz and basically I have no idea what else I did for the rest of the day.Oh and I remember studying law for a bit and just bumming for the rest...

The boyfriend came over for dinner, mum made tom yam...I think am consuming too much food lately..hmmph...

So tomorrow there is law...Am afraid..That's sums it up...

{ I heart real conversations with my girlfriends}

The New Semester

[Music: Forget You - Cee Lo]

Well unlike an Aussie course, we doing a UK course start classes a bit too early for liking! I started on the 17th of this month and my timetable seems splendid!! I have Wednesday off and Friday has one class which we're are petitioning for a move. So hello 3 times a week class.

I have four subjects and hello econs and quantitative methods in business..again. I guess I don't mind Quantitative that much but over here they use Excel more, that I MIND. The first class of the sem was econs and all the horror at Taylors came back. I blame the lecturer at Taylors for making the subject so un-digestable. Thank God the lecturer here is approachable. I have the same classmates and am super glad. Oh and we're joined by some semester 1 students and semester 3 students. Yea I know the class is in a totally "rojak" state. Besides the occasionally "know-it-all" here and there, everyone else is cool...I have yet to know the others actually..lol. It's hard when Berry and I have continuous bitching sessions. I bet we should freakisly blond sometimes.

You know I just realized after getting Ryan aka my iPhone I have became sorta anti-social. Like at family dinners and lunches. I did it today...rawr..I should really stop!..So not cool!!..But I really can't help myself...I was in a serious convo its not like I was gaming or something..But its still ANTI-SOCIAL

Well that's last week for you. I have been out occasionally with the boyfriend or on a shopping spree with mum. Dad just got back from Aussie with delights however I am too shit ass sick to consume anything. Yeah did I mention, I got shit ass sick a couple of days back. No kidding! Like I spent the whole friday throwing up..I couldn't even consumer H2O. I'm feeling a little better but I think I might spend the whole day tomorrow in bed. Yeah perfect Saturday plan.RAWR

-Ezreena-
{Forget you, Along with your shit}

Hello, Goodbye

A year has gone by and looking back at 2010, I can say without a doubt it's been an AWESOME POSSOM YEAR :D

There's was it's ups and downs but through it all I found love and grace. With the love of my life at my side I knew I could make it through it all.

Aussie was a highlight and all the great family outings made it great

For the year ahead, I guess I have a couple of resolutions in my head but am not anticipating much. I plainly wanna enjoy the ride ahead. I look forward to the roller coaster ride ahead plainly.

So goodbye 2010, you've been really lovely to me and I will cherish the memories for the rest of my life and Hello 2011, I really wander what you will bring me!

Settlin'

Being sick during the holidays is SO not good!
What makes it worse is when you managed to contaminate your whole family along!!

After 3 doctor visits, I have my voice back and am staying away from the joys of chili...
Which makes me very sad,
I guess the plus side of being sick is I got to lose weight..Yay me :)
However now the rest of my family is sick including my dad who barely gets sick..He n mum are in an orchestra at night..

Went "Aussie" shopping yesterday, I got the leggings I needed and an ugly pair of sneakers. I hate shoe shopping with my parents. They clearly have something against comffy flip flops...Hmmph

Well am off to send Alejandro to the polish..So he'll be all sexy and shiny when he gets backs.

5 hours at Pyramid!

The Up and Abouts

Well I finished finals a couple of weeks ago and been bumming at home a couple of weeks more. I think I really need a job or something but am plainly lazy and therefore am draining my bank account slowly but surely..I wish I had a money tree in my backyard or a job I could go into when I was in the mood for

Finals were stressful as usual and I nearly got sick..So close!..Results were fine and as I was head on determined to move in the HR course which is under a different associated uni. A British one. The brilliant counselor who took off without my knowing who took me forever to find gave me false hope and ended up my dad taking over the whole situation. Seriously my dad is best at getting stuff done in a jiffy! I love him for that besides the fact he forgets he gives me allowance money and gives me more:D..Ended up talking to the dean and after clearly stating they have very incapable stuff, she said I have to take year 1 again cause the subjects can't be mapped and shit. Like hello! It's a freaking business program not doctorate. All business programs have the same first year subjects. What more she tried to make it seem like it was my fault that I didn't get in contact with anyone on purpose!! She really ticked me off la. If my parents weren't there, I would have seriously slapped her. Even when I stated that I might as well switch colleges, she didn't give a damn. RAWR

Therefore I ended up applying to INTI. So yeah, I'm most probably gonna be an INTI student in September. New environment, new people, new classrooms, same old awesome lunch places!, oh and the awesome possum boyfriend :D..haha..

Oh am leaving to Aussie in a couple of weeks btw. So awesome chocolates, yummy white boys and lovely cheesecakes and pastries, oh sweet wine...HERE I COME...

Lovez.

I'm Halfway Gone

I'm down with the cold.
Am currently voiceless.
I'm coughing like crazy and my body hurts.
I can't taste food nor smell so I dislike everything but bread and kung fo cha( I hope I spelled it right).
I've been downloading 2 to 3 movies a day. That makes me happy :)
I'm whiny as you can see
I wanna go on a road trip
I'm in love with Eminem's Love the Way You Lie video..I teared when I first watched it..I still tear a little..It's the 8th time now
I wanna get nice, long hair extensions!!
My sister got another rabbit and I love her..We share a special bond. I sneak her food and she nibbles me outta love...Am sure of it
I need to stop watching movies that make me wail(notice: Not cry)...It's not cool to waste so much tissue...And it definitely doesn't help my flu.
I'm gonna go look for more Nancy Drew games.

-Little Miss Obsessive-

A Helping Hand Resulted In a Rescue

I was bumming on random blogs waiting for the bf to get me after my last final paper and decided to check out PostSecret since I haven't checked it out in a long while. A very random move. I was browsing a whole bunch of random postcards until I bumped into this and I immediately started tearing up. It pierced straight through my heart. In the middle of the computer lab at college, I found myself tearing up and subtly I whipped it away.

I was a lost and hurt person trying my best to find myself again. Lots of circumstances changed who I was and deep down I was looking for myself again but didn't find a reason to. Until YOU.You showed me who I was and who I could be. You told me "never" does not exist and I deserved the world when I thought I didn't. You showed me how special I was and how beautiful you are.

I helped you a little and you rescued me. I guess God does indeed have a purpose for everything. We may not see it at first but through time the pieces does fall into place.

I thank God for you everyday. I Love You

The Unwaited Weekend

Am being practically dragged to Seremban this weekend. I purely dislike my dad at this moment. I told him about my plans like about last weekend and we ended up having a head on battle as alwayz...

If you didn't know my dad and I are wayy to alike hence we end up clashing with each other one too many times and my mum being brillant decided to stay clearly out to be safe. Anyways it ended in I can't go to the party cause I have to go to another stupid wedding on his side of the family. His cousin or something..We don't even talk to them very much for goodness sake!! And it went on to him saying I don't care about your plans as long as you stay under my roof and shit. Yes that's my dad the most unreasonable person on the planet.

Am just very unhappy right now

I'm sleep deprieved mostly because I had a marketing assignment last night and reading endless journals is just not fun and Old Town Kopitiam coffee does not do good to my tummy. So I ended up catching up "The Hills". I have no idea why am addicted to the show.

My trip down under is confirmed. I'll be going to Perth and I'll be there for about 12 or 15 days. Either one, I don't remember. And we're going on a road trip. Overnight-ing in a farm inclusive. I so hope I meet a freaking cute 6 pack cowboy:P

Well am gonna clean up my room because my maid elopped and am currently maidless..So not cool!

You Make Me Smile

I was super bummed out about my microeconomics marks that it ruined my whole day. I was grouchy and really unapproachable. I was snapping at the boyfriend and the darling that he is decided I needed some big time cheering up.

He got this free ticket thing from NST that morning and he told me we're are going for it. But being the stubborn mule that I am at times, I bite him and told him to go away. But he insisted and called my mum told her we're going. So I was like whatever sort of thing and he picked me up from college and we headed to 1U. We got there and headed to the cinema only for me to recheck the paper cutting and find out that ticket pick up time is 8ish! OMG!..haha...So we head home for a bit, get ready and head back out again.

I was in a better mood by now but not exactly there. We reach 1U and rush for dinner. Went to Otak-otak. It's a real cute cafe with all this classic deco! Had dinner and then went to pick up the tickets. I had the nasi lemak speacial and he had some bbq chicken rice thing. P.S :Am a nasi lemak addict!

We thought we were late but we were waiting for about 1/2 an hour before the NST people came. What the heck!! We were a bit lost on where to get the tickets but this bunch of old people about 70 plus I suppose come get these free tickets every week and they were very sweet and helpful. Actually everyone there was real friendly. We got out tickets and we saw this restaurant earlier which had awesome dessert and rushed there...

When we reached there and checked the menu, we thought we were in heaven! Okies so maybe not heaven but I've never had deep fried snickers bar before and I bet neither have u! The place is called New York Deli. So we ordered drinks and desert. White chocolate thingmajig..I got the cold and he got the hot..But the cold is a lot better..He got a brownie which came with loadz of chocolate sauce and vanilla ice-cream and I went for the snickers bar which came the same way as the brownie. After that we got high and camwhored:

The movie was real good. It was not your typical love story and I enjoyed it very much. The lead actor wasn't well known but he was quite good. Rome and Italy is all so pretty!!Amanda Seyfield is a pretty decent actress.

The date was pretty much perfect and I had an awesome time! I was in better spirit a whole lot after that and I really owe it to you.

You are my fairytale <3

Watching The Fireflies Fly By

I am still in a holz mood hence that has been affecting my attendance of classes. And my dad's car being at the mechanic is a plus side for me!

I had a buyer consumer test on Tuesday. Gosh was I panicking over it. I was struggling with one chapter and that took forever to decipher. Why the hell are consumers soo freaking complicated...

Everyone moved into the lakeside this week so now its no more peaceful but a complete zoo!! Its soo not cool. Am annoyed waiting for the lifts and having lunch is something you shouldn't bother about because of the amount of people in the ques you might as well freakin starve. It saves time a whole lot.And parking is caos and even the drop off area is just one big traffic jam. The plus side this week at campus is the open of dessert bar. They have quite lovely food and not forgetting awesome possum dessert..

The next few weeks are gonna be hectic with my semester coming to an end. I have a quiz or assignment due every week. And block lectures! That's the biggest torture of all.It's until 7pm...rawr

So my dad has been talking about an overseas vaca the last few weeks and we went from Hong Kong to India and now...*drum roll*..We've decided on AUSSIE!! Am super duper excited. The plan last night was to go to Gold Coast and all the theme parks there but now after my dad doing some research the plan is to go to Melbourne and drive down the great oceanic road to some penguin island. I have no idea what's that place called. This is gonna be somewhere in September or October. I have to check with my calendar and get back to my dad.

Oh I locked the boyfriend out of the house today along with my babies, sadly my house has too many opening at the sides. After that I was pretty much a dead woman so I hid out at my room until it was clear. Yea my boy and I get pretty lame sometimes...Actually all the time...I love him for tht :)Am currently working on an online business information system quiz...Online quizzes are such fun.

-Lovez-
PS: In regard to the post above...My bf actually gained 12kg...my bad...

The Playlist That Soothes

I am sitting here being a loser on a Saturday night blog hopping and being a busybody on Facebook. It's not exactly boring yet it's not exactly fun. I wish I was partying at some club right now. I so wanna dance my ass away! To get rid of this stupid feeling. And mostly to feel young again.

Lately I feel 40. It's not even funny. When people ask me how old I am, am so tempted to answer 41 and feeling strong.

I was on study break this week and my parents were off on their "honeymoon vaca" May I remind you my parents are in their mid 40's. I stayed home and bummed and slept mostly. The only times I went out was with my grandma and siblings. I am becoming a freaking homely gurl, am freaking myself out. I did do a little shopping and got a few tops and bf got me some as well.His sweet that away. We went jeans shopping for him as well on Tuesday at pyramid cause he put on 6kg or more ever since his been coming to my house which is from January. This is mainly because my mum and grandma were determined to add some fat into him and whenever they cooked awesome food, they call him over. So his here a lot! He says his here cause he misses me easily but I know its the food.Haha...

I watched "How to train a dragon" on Friday. It was AWESOME! I want a freaking dragon now.I think I'll add wings to my lab and ride her around PJ :D Cause I hate drivin in town centers around here cause theres always so damn parking and people walk wherever the hell the want.It pisses me off to the point I rather starve than go out and get food.

I just realized the whole week of "study break", I didn't study..I should try now...Note: TRY

Walk In Your Shoes

I had to come to realization, a cross path,
I was brought into realization that I can't stay in between and pull you along for a ride,
We've been through a lot and at even at this time as I curse to you face you're stubborn on fighting for me,
I guess it's times like this that shows me again and again what a gem you are,
A gem that sometimes I scratch against sharp rocks and pavements,
A gem that I should really learn to look after better,

I guess you were that helpless,
You would not have gone to that extent,
Though your actions were unreasonable,
I see it from your light,

I hope you learn to know us better and understand us,
Trust us and never doubt us,
We are so much better than this and you know it,
Am sorry as much as you,
I guess feelings do blind you at times,
And I blinded by anger,

Here on I honestly will try to be more understanding,
And learn to walk in your shoes.

How Could You?

Today was one of those days where it started out disastrous and you just know by intuition its gonna get bad. Today I discovered my real friends and people who authentically care. I was angry, mad, disappointed all at the same time.

My family plainly made matter worse and am completing whether I would ever forgive.

Now its time for contemplation and questioning.

Back Then

Its been bout 3 months since my last post and I think I've finally come to realization this isn't my diary anymore. It used to be, it once was...You'll be super updated on my life if you visited this page in a year or so before but now it's just memories...

Maybe I just lost the momentum to blog or am plainly not bothered but lately I've felt the need to vent..Maybe I just hate the posting pictures part..Like helooo you can only put up 5 pictures a time and its rather frustrating plainly.So yeah I think its gonna be more words here..

I miss having diary,
I miss rambling whatever that's on my mind,
I miss penning down my thoughts,
I miss writing secret notes to myself,
I plainly miss it all...

Christmas 2009

Christmas this year was definately different but in a good way! :)

It started with the Christmas Eve service at church and I invited Thiru and he brought a friend along. Service was good..I was part of the choir this year...It was rather fun actually though I was very reluctant to join at first...Had dinner at church and had a great time chatting with Thiru and his friend..Gosh they are seriously a ball of fun!

Headed back home around 11ish..An uncle of mine came over and we had cookies and coffee and played crackers!..More like my dad was playing crackers though...lol...

Next day I pretty much bummed at home and had family dinner at Hilton that night. That was real fun! Loads of fruit cake and I was in the mood for an assortment of cheese!

The below are piccys of the extended family:

Well am off to Seremban tomorrow and then Penang after!! Gosh its gonna be a galore of food...After that its back to a strict pilates routine!

-It's That Time of The Year-

Christmas Eve

Happy Christmas Eve everyone!!

So the last few days I've been busy with:

1. Doing the Annual Mall Deco checks! - Which included Pavilion, Subang Parade, Parade and KLCC...I think Pavilion was the best though!! The snow thing they had was sooo magical! I felt 5 all over again...lol

2. Bumming at home, playing cafe world and muching on loadz of fruit cake

3. Baking! - Gingerbread, cornflake cookies and tarts

4. Choir practice! - Yesterday's practice was the most intense though...Seriously!..Like I nearly lost my voice..But caramel macchiato made it all better :)

5. Pampering myself - Manicure and trip to the saloon..Seriously it was so difficult to find a manicure shop that wasn't full!

So yeah that was pretty much it. I've really enjoyed days like this...But I have a feeling am gonna get bored of it very the soon enough...

Here are some pictures of my whereabouts: