Anyhoos I have this whole bunch of drafts lingering...
So be prepared to scroll down ppl!
-xoxo-
Izzy
"You watch a movie,the lead actresses who leads a normal life all of a sudden is diagosed with a terrible illness...you feel her pain and shed tears.You feel for her friends and family.*movie ends* You turn off the tv and wipe away the tears,smile to yourself than you saw a bit of how it feels like to be in that situation and go on with you life"
My aunt has been diagonesed with cancer.And we've been given the whole no hope thing.She was hospitalized recently but she got sent back a few days ago.It's been hard on the family.Specially my mum.She's goes on daydream when you're having a conversation with her and she looks real sad all the time.My grandma and everyone else at home is trying their best I would say.
And for me...
Well I think it hasn't really sunk in yet.I've had the whole tears thing here and there but I think my brain has been locking up that bit of information farr away that I can't seem to locate it at times.These days I just feel so emotional-less.I guess deep down I just can't grasp that this is happening to me. Sometimes it all feels like a dream.Or in a movie I can't seem to escape.
But everyone has been praying and we're having faith.She's also been showing signs of improvement.She's eating normally,talking and all.So do keep her in your prayers.
It's been really crazy lately running back at forth from the hospital.But she got sent home a week back.Now since she's at my place,we've been having a stream of relatives of which am not too pleased about.At first it was ok but now they're around every day! I know they're trying to be nice and all but distance relatives are only meant to be seen during christmas.They're kinda meant to be distant,that's why they're called distant relatives. I think if they hang around you too much,they prey to much.That's just annoying.That other day I got the whole "do you have facebook?" question.I plainly said "oh i forgot the email I use there and the name I use"
You really don't need to check up on my life.Thank you.
I haven't been able to get online for quite a while.Finally found time.So that's why the major lack in updates.Btw sorry if I haven't been able to meet up with you guys lately.It's just been real crazy.We'll have an outing real soon kies! I need one newayz!!...
xoxo
I wish I was feeling just as enthusiastic as it seems here.It's not that am totally unhappy.
I just REALLY wanted a break..*sigh*
Am gonna start class next week..Orientation on monday..
So fast la..*ish*
I'm in such a whiney mood today..I pity rachey cause we're gonna hang in a couple of hours..lol
I apologize before hand if am in a horrible mood today kies..love ya! :D
Glad I went for retail therapy yesterday.If not I would be in a worst mood.I got some stuff for college.Dragged mummy along cause I don't think anyone else would be just as patient..lolz..though she did start complaining after 3 hours.I bribed her with Secret Recipe...
So I have a bunch of updates and piccys waiting to be uploading..
Should get started..!
xoxo
And it's finally done!
Am relieved...I spent the past week on all out nerdy mode.Stayed up till 4 in the mornin studying grammar rules and waking up at 10 doing practice papers.I felt a tiny bit guilty at first for the cramming but I realized that you can't really study weeks ahead for this test.I dreaded practicing the essay the most.On thursday nite I went on panicking mode.With all kinds of "what if's" running through my head.But I realized there was no point in doing so.
Only started it at the middle of the week.I wasn't as nervous as I thought I'll be but I didnt really sleep the night before and woke up at exactly 6 a.m. Daddy and I had breakfast at Mcd's in ss15. I didnt dare have the coffee cause it was super thick.Oh and there was a guy who was sitting the other side of the window pane and sleeping with his mouth open.lol.
I had no idea so many ppl taking the s.a.t.When I went into metropolitian,it was pretty much packed.Found the exam hall I was in and had to wait for half an hour before the test began.Malaysian timing..ish ish..the 3 hrs and 45 minutes was abslosute torture! Even during the practice test I alwayz ended up taking more than half an hr breaks.And the stupid chairs!!! My back was hurting like crazy!
I was super excited when it came to section 10.Realizing within 10 minutes,I'll be done. Met up with a fren who use to go to the center at usj 9.Catched up and all,his aiming for 1800! For a scholarship to Texas.
I didn't notice dad waiting there..lolz..till he came and asked me if I was ready to go..haha..blur blur..so since I had a stressful week I decided to hit the gym.Went for a swim after that and came home around 5 something.I slept till 8 something and then couldnt sleep at nite..
Went to Mid Valley on sunday.Did a little shoppin therapy; mostly accessories though.Then got a manicure so now I hava crimson-ish nails.Currently havin a weird obesession with different shades of red. Had lunch at esquire.Went home n slept more.I think I was just plainly tired from the whole week.Catched up on One Tree Hill and Grey's that night.Thank God the writers strike is overr!!!
I'm plannin to chill about this week and get back to skool work.Scores are coming out on may 22nd.So plans hav to made after that...
