Trip To Kuching

[Music: Kelly Roland ft. Eve - Like This]

My trip to Kuching was a very much needed break.Really! So the flight was at bout 9 something.So the taxi came aroun 7.I enjoyed the flight cause the view was absolutely amazin..

Reached aroun 11.We had to wait for the taxi.So I took pics to past time

The trip to the hotel was bout an hour plus.Thankz to the stupid traffic jam it took longer.Seriously the need to work on their road system..! We stayed at the Holiday Inn in Santubong.It was real beautiful.Cause it was on the hills n it had a beach.

After checkin in,went for a swim n had dinner at this restaurant kinda like a tree house.Seriously the ppl are real friendly there.The 2nd day we mostly bummed aroun at the hotel cause it was rainin n all.Totally gloomy!...So I spent wayz 2 past time

Had dinner at some chinese place tht nite a couple of minutes away from the hotel.The next day took a walk n wrote a little..the beach has alwayz been a huge inspiration to me.Was bored so decided to get a manicure to past time..

The Before

And After

Checked out at 12 n it took nearly 2 hrs to the hotel at Kuching itself.Crappy traffic again..went for a swim n had seafood at this really cool place at a rooftop of a building.It really took lotz of exercisin cause it was like bout 15 minutes from our hotel.Well it was exercise for me newayz.The next day dad got a rental car so we went to check out a couple of museums first.It was kinda cool.N I learned a bit of malaysian history.I know its kinda odd but I enjoy checkin out museums.haha.Then we got a drink at this really neat cafe ,then went shoppin at the Waterfront.I got some stuff here n there.Went back to the hotel in evenin,rested a bit n had dinner at a shoppin mall.I got this super cute baby doll top..couldnt help it..it was real pretty!..The next we checked after breakfast n went to check out this cat museum..haha..the view was amazin but the museum was rather intersting though am No fan of cats..lolz..We had trouble findin our way back to the airport.Checked n all n had 2 wait for like 2 hrs.So I got a caramel frappuccino n chilled with a book.The flight was rather intersting cause there was this cutie sittin like 2 sits away..Eye Candy!:P...the car trip back was tirin..came back aroun 7 something..It was fun holiday n I seriously ate 2 much..haha...

Pics!

I'll Be Wearin These Scars For Everyone To See

[Music: My Chemical Romance - Drowning Lessons]

Cut Me Open n I...

Keep Bleeding,

Keep, Keep Bleendin Love,

Keep Bleedin,

Keep,Keep Bleedin Love...

The CNY Break

[Music: Estranged - Itu Kamu]

The CNY break has been slow paced for me.I did the usual mostly.Went out on Tuesday to pyrami cause dad wanted to check out more stuff for the new house.We had dinner at this Italian place.Mum started a lecture on how we should keep an eye on wht our bro hear's n sees cause he was singin along to Chris Brown's Kiss Kiss...haha...Went down to Seremban n came back tht nite on thurs. Friday was spent bummin aroun at home mostly.

Went to the Curve on Saturday.I really needed to shop so I got a couple of stuff at here n there.A couple of tops,a jacket n some accessories.Oh n I found this real cute botique with the cutest dresses! Ikano was like super packed....ish ish...Came home aroun 7 something n we left at bout 11 in the mornin..LOL.Spent a couple of days at my aunt's,came back just yester.Had tuition n then headed to IOI cause mum wanted to go Jusco n all.Had dinner at Thai Express.I was makin a fuss cause I really am NO fan of tht place.The portions are so damn little n they charge the same amount at Secret Recipe.But it was kies la..

I have notta much planned this week.Must look into tht.Bro's birthday is this week..on thurs..

Am jealous his a valentine's babe!

Sis's 16th

[Mood: Nelly Furtado - Let My Hair Down]

We recently celebrated by sis's 16th birthday...well not tht recently actually but I just collected all the pics...not exactly all..Esther has yet to send me more...!..Esther came early so we had a catchup/gossip section..tht was fun!She was being my shrink n all again..haha..Then it started with a prayer meetin n all.Gosh it felt exactly like 2 yrs ago,I cant believe am 18 already!!!..ArGGgH..Newayz friends were Jo wee,Sereena,Grace,Angela,Zoe,Christine,Vitz,Marielle,Sheryln and Sonya.After tht we had dinner...camwhorin n all.Then the others were playin 7-up while I was checkin out Vitz ipod n his recent music collection.Then we decided to prank call ppl.So since Marielle rockz at accents she voluntered to do it.We decided to use Jon as our first target but he totally recognized us maybe cause we were laughin 2 loud behind..haha..then marielle called pizza hut..seriously the guy was such at idiot..!..Then we decided to pick someone else from skool...well am not gonna giv his name away for privacy sake...but tis guy is SUPER vain!!!!...LOL...Marielle posed as someone workin with Vogue London lookin for a new model n bumped into his friendster profile...LOL!..This guy bought the whole thing even the whole posin topless with Kate Moss!..We were laughin our heads off..by the time it was 11 something. Jo wee n Sereena left at 12..they were last to leave..I had a really good time speacially gettin to spend time with Esther n Vitz since I havent seen him quite a while.Oh n btw the guy smsed Vitz the next day declin the offer...LOL...the poor dude didnt realize he was called by a malaysian no....haha!

Here are the pics darlinz!

I lovee this pic...We look hott dearie..!!..Miss ya loadz.!

A GoodBye

[Music: Goo goo Dolls - Here Is Gone]

Since Peter was leavin...I really wanted to go to the airport.Smsed Rachey the nite before n got details done.Went to La la chai's house at 6.Then everyone else arrived rite after me...Joshua,Yong Loon,Jonathan,Daniel Q,Jo Wee and Sereena.Jonathan was like"hey we're all punctual for once!"..Which was so true!.We chatted n waited for Daniel to get home.He came around 6:40.Waited for him 2 get ready n it started to rain.We spiltted to 2 cars,Jo wee,Sereena n me with Daniel..we kinda didnt trust daniel q's drivin...lolz...seriously its damn freaky!!...We went to pick up rachey 1st n then Wesley.Went in circles cause we went into the season parkin..thts cause rachey's navigation rockz!...LOL...We were runnin aroun to met Peter..we were so afraid tht we'll miss peter...!..Finally found him,Sonia Chang n her family were there as well.Took pics n all.It's like you can totally feel the sadness but everone was forcin a smile n all.Then it was time to say goodbye.Pete was tearin n everyone hugged.Some of us we tearin as well...well includin me.I mean I've known since he was like 9 or something.It was real sad seein him go.At the gate they had some problems with their luggage so Peter had to leave his guiter behind.We said our byez n everyone just sat there kinda emoin.Then we decided to go have dinner.Pete's dad gav us directions to a seafood restaurant at pj.Drove there,singin along to random songs.lolz..we had dinner...it was really good btw!!...I kinda experimented on frog legs n accidentaly ate snail....I thought it was abalone!!!Oh n I think we brought in loadz of prosperity cause our yee sang was flyin real high..haha...dinner finished around 12 something.Reached home at 1..

It's kinda weird tht everyone is leavin lately.I mean Jason n Esther are in Aussie.Then now Adam n Pete..gosh...it kinda suxz..I guess am in tht moment in life where changes take place n ppl leave.And as alwayz we never really adapt to changes well...

Gonna Miss u Pete!!!

Will get more pics from Shauny..!

In Memory of Heath Ledger

[Mood: Thoughtful]
[Music: Michelle Featherstone - God Bless The Child]

I found out bout the death of Heath Ledger on the radio.It's just real sad isnt it.I mean am not a huge fan or anything but he was a good actor n kinda cute.Yet to watch Brokeback Mountain though.He was real young,27 if am not mistaking.N just started a family.It's not a confirmed suicide but I read that he couldnt sleep at all before he died.Like he was constantly tired.He would be at clubs at 3 in the morning and play chess in the park till bout 6.He told a magazine that his mind couldn't rest,that it was alwayz on full speed.

That seems to be pretty usual these dayz.Ppl are lacking peace of mind and spirit.So they decide to completely rest their soul.I think havin peace of mind is a gift and privilage that not all posseses.It's one of those few that can deal with problems,anxiety n all those thoughts that are goin wild in their heads.Some can withstand but some simply give up.

I guess we have a choice to potray strength or to simply show off our weekness.To push on a lil further or just to end it all in a blink of an eye.It's a huge tragedy when the young n those pouring with life decide to simply be blind and give up.

As It All Went By

[Mood: Lazy]
[Music: Flyleaf - Fully Alive]

So before I went to Sarawak here's a lil update here n there:

On Tuesday I went to watch Cloverfield.The trailer looked intersting n I thought it was partially documentary.Went to Summit,had dinner at our usual place.The kopitiam there.I had fish n chips.I'm kinda tryin 2 be healthy lately...really...tryin!. Movie was at 9,thought we were gonna be late but we got in just in time.Ok so after the movie...we just sat there n so did everyone else starin at the screen wanderin why the fuck we paid 10 bucks 2 watch a bunch of idiots with a shaky video camera run away from an ugly lookin spider lookin creature get killed in the end...yes the all the idiots die..ALL! The whole damn thing was a documentary n I ended up havin a headache.#$%&!!! It was seriously the dumbest thing I've ever watched! The ending was left totally hanged..!..*ish ish*..

I had tuition on Thursday.Shauny n Jonathan came over as well.It was fun!..haha..this is how it went...*t ben teaches shauny*...Jonathan n I chat away...* t ben teaches jonathan*...shaun n I yack away..lolz...in the end I didnt do much...LOL..We talked bout college n made T.Ben do an evalution on us.He said I was an outgoin person n good at English n History.N that I would do well in physcology speacially in Human Behaviour.That kinda did got me thinking!

Went to skool the next day.I was early for once! Did some math n all.It was Vitz first day of skool for this yr as well..haha..totally didnt plan it!..Spent the day catchin with him.It was fun as alwayz..the randomness mixed slightly with pevertness...I went home at 2:30.Had lunch n then slept till bout 6.Then we get a phone call from an aunt sayin my grandma..dad side..is in the hospital cause of chest pains n she's in the ICU.So we had to go to Seremban.All my uncles n their families were there.She didn't seem to bad.They kept her there for observation.Her heart seemed to pump slower so yeah.But she was sittin n all.Had supper n drove back cause we were leavin to Sabah the next day.Reached home at 12,did some last minute packing. N crashed at 2 something.

N that's what went by...

Will update bout the trip asap..!

Very Soon..!

[Mood: Tired]
[Music: Crazy Beautiful - Ashley Angel Parker]

It's been kinda busy for me lately n thus it explains the lack of updates.Just celebrated my sis 16th birthday on the 19th and I just came back from Sarawak this evening.So am kinda collecting pics n will do longish post with loadz of pics soon ya...!!

~XoXo~

Down The Path

[Mood: Emo]
[Music: Ben Lee - Ripe]

Walking down the path of memories,
Carryin so much tht meant the world to her,
She stares at the path ahead of her and wanders what stands,
Fear mixed with anxiety n a tiny bit of excitment seems to be tangled all together
She stares at all the smilin faces and laughs,
And wanders how real could they be?
Are they just as fake as hers?
Just to keep away the dark stares and undesired questions,
Closin her eyes she imagines herself back where she was,
Where all that was in her was real,
Those feelings and joy,
Where burdens didn't exist and there was a safer place always nearby,
Smilin slowly she feels those tiny drops of tears trinkle down her face,
The world was a cruel place and she knew that oh to well,
But she 's seen the better place,
The safer n sweeter place,
And that pain that lingered,
It was the cause of the a broken heart,
And a hopeless soul.

Soundtrack To Your Life

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (itunes, winamp, windows media player, ipod, etc.).
2. Turn on the shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening credits: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Getting By(This ain't too bad)

Waking up: Simple Plan - Addicted

First day of school: All American Rejects - Dirrty Little Secret(Not a good sign!!!)

Falling in love: 50 cent ft Justin Timberlake - Ayo Technology(Naughty :P)

Fight song: Britney Spears - Toxic(wth?)

Breaking up: Ben Lee - Ripe

Prom: Eve ft Sean Paul - Give It To You(This is a fun song to dance to)

Life is okay: Amerie - Take Control(hell yeah!)

Mental breakdown: Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now(Horrible emo...does not help durin a breakdown)

Driving: Daughtry - It's Not Over

Flashback: Blue October - Hate Me(well not the best flashback tune)

Getting back together: Chris Brown ft T-Pain - Kiss Kiss(this is definately help the patch back)

Wedding: Ryan Cabrera - Shine On

Birth of first child: The Nationals - About Today

Final battle: Cartel - Runaway(runaway!!??....*bah*)

Death scene: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul(LOL!!!!!!!)

Funeral song: All American Rejects - Swing Swing(I woulnt mind tht much)

Ending credits: Theory Of A Deadman - Say Goodbye(Totally Approriate)

Gettin Back To Casual

[Mood:Lazy]
[Music: SugurCult - Memory]

Lately it has just been me with skool work and passin time with my hobbies.I've been doin work quite a bit and am gettin through the procrastinaing issue.I'm kinda joyous about tht.Though there are just dayz where I refuse to do much.*ish* I am workin on the self-discipline though.

The weekend was ok.It started by goin to the Curve.Went to check some funiture for the new house at the courts there.It real huge btw.Checked a couple of couches for the living room.I was lookin through beds.Well am hopin to get a double bed with those bed posts so u get hang curtins.I've alwayz wanted tht...I did see one but am gonna look around a bit.Checked out laptops n tv's after tht.I'm gonna get a new one soon cause I've had mine for bout 7yrs.N I want an upgrade..lolz...After tht we went to get dinner at Thai Express.Got my Rum n Raisin n Baskin after tht..!!...
Dinner pics..!

Saturday was a breezy n ever casual.Did notta much n all.After church we went to Summit.Had lunch at some chinese place n then mum went to get here glasses down.I was thinkin of gettin my 2nd ear piercing.So checked it out at Poh kong n I decided to go 4 it.I was kinda nervous cause I got my 1st piercing when I was 5.It was a lil painful but it was fast.I'm suppose to stay away from seafood for a week...*bah*...Then I got a cuff n a bangle.Came home aoun 4 something.N chilled for the rest of the day.

My piercing..!

4 more to go...!!
I've got you thinkin havent I..!:D

One Tree Hill Season 5

[Mood: Daydreamin]
[Music: Usher ft R.Kelly - Same Girl]

And so a new season of One Tree Hill begins...!!

Season 5 begins with a 5 yrs fast forward from the last season.They skipped the college years n when straight into the workin world.

The below is for strictly for OTH fans only...!!

Lucas Scott(Chad Micheal Murray) becomes a writer and his book becomes a hit.But when its bout time for book no. 2,his stricked with a writers block. So he goes back to Tree Hill and takes over the coaching job of the basketball team....

Peyton Sawyer( Hilarie Burton) becomes an intern for a music company. N she learns the ropes of how business goes about. She n Lucas still keep in tough though..!

Nathan Scott(James Lafferty) got a chance to play for Seattle but got his dream crushed after a foolish move at a club with rivals n got tempary lost usage of his legs...so his life is currently surrounded by booze n lots of lost hope.

Haley(Bethany Galeotti) is currently the head of her household.Havin to keep up with her kid and her depresse husband.She's curently teachin in Tree Hill High.

Brooke(Sophie Bush) has achieved her dreams.She's become a big time designer and livin the lifestyle of the rich and famous..!

And so a new journey begins...January 8th!!...In the U.S of course...We'll probably get in the middle of the year I suppose....Can't Wait!