A GoodBye

[Music: Goo goo Dolls - Here Is Gone]

Since Peter was leavin...I really wanted to go to the airport.Smsed Rachey the nite before n got details done.Went to La la chai's house at 6.Then everyone else arrived rite after me...Joshua,Yong Loon,Jonathan,Daniel Q,Jo Wee and Sereena.Jonathan was like"hey we're all punctual for once!"..Which was so true!.We chatted n waited for Daniel to get home.He came around 6:40.Waited for him 2 get ready n it started to rain.We spiltted to 2 cars,Jo wee,Sereena n me with Daniel..we kinda didnt trust daniel q's drivin...lolz...seriously its damn freaky!!...We went to pick up rachey 1st n then Wesley.Went in circles cause we went into the season parkin..thts cause rachey's navigation rockz!...LOL...We were runnin aroun to met Peter..we were so afraid tht we'll miss peter...!..Finally found him,Sonia Chang n her family were there as well.Took pics n all.It's like you can totally feel the sadness but everone was forcin a smile n all.Then it was time to say goodbye.Pete was tearin n everyone hugged.Some of us we tearin as well...well includin me.I mean I've known since he was like 9 or something.It was real sad seein him go.At the gate they had some problems with their luggage so Peter had to leave his guiter behind.We said our byez n everyone just sat there kinda emoin.Then we decided to go have dinner.Pete's dad gav us directions to a seafood restaurant at pj.Drove there,singin along to random songs.lolz..we had dinner...it was really good btw!!...I kinda experimented on frog legs n accidentaly ate snail....I thought it was abalone!!!Oh n I think we brought in loadz of prosperity cause our yee sang was flyin real high..haha...dinner finished around 12 something.Reached home at 1..

It's kinda weird tht everyone is leavin lately.I mean Jason n Esther are in Aussie.Then now Adam n Pete..gosh...it kinda suxz..I guess am in tht moment in life where changes take place n ppl leave.And as alwayz we never really adapt to changes well...

Gonna Miss u Pete!!!

Will get more pics from Shauny..!

In Memory of Heath Ledger

[Mood: Thoughtful]
[Music: Michelle Featherstone - God Bless The Child]

I found out bout the death of Heath Ledger on the radio.It's just real sad isnt it.I mean am not a huge fan or anything but he was a good actor n kinda cute.Yet to watch Brokeback Mountain though.He was real young,27 if am not mistaking.N just started a family.It's not a confirmed suicide but I read that he couldnt sleep at all before he died.Like he was constantly tired.He would be at clubs at 3 in the morning and play chess in the park till bout 6.He told a magazine that his mind couldn't rest,that it was alwayz on full speed.

That seems to be pretty usual these dayz.Ppl are lacking peace of mind and spirit.So they decide to completely rest their soul.I think havin peace of mind is a gift and privilage that not all posseses.It's one of those few that can deal with problems,anxiety n all those thoughts that are goin wild in their heads.Some can withstand but some simply give up.

I guess we have a choice to potray strength or to simply show off our weekness.To push on a lil further or just to end it all in a blink of an eye.It's a huge tragedy when the young n those pouring with life decide to simply be blind and give up.

As It All Went By

[Mood: Lazy]
[Music: Flyleaf - Fully Alive]

So before I went to Sarawak here's a lil update here n there:

On Tuesday I went to watch Cloverfield.The trailer looked intersting n I thought it was partially documentary.Went to Summit,had dinner at our usual place.The kopitiam there.I had fish n chips.I'm kinda tryin 2 be healthy lately...really...tryin!. Movie was at 9,thought we were gonna be late but we got in just in time.Ok so after the movie...we just sat there n so did everyone else starin at the screen wanderin why the fuck we paid 10 bucks 2 watch a bunch of idiots with a shaky video camera run away from an ugly lookin spider lookin creature get killed in the end...yes the all the idiots die..ALL! The whole damn thing was a documentary n I ended up havin a headache.#$%&!!! It was seriously the dumbest thing I've ever watched! The ending was left totally hanged..!..*ish ish*..

I had tuition on Thursday.Shauny n Jonathan came over as well.It was fun!..haha..this is how it went...*t ben teaches shauny*...Jonathan n I chat away...* t ben teaches jonathan*...shaun n I yack away..lolz...in the end I didnt do much...LOL..We talked bout college n made T.Ben do an evalution on us.He said I was an outgoin person n good at English n History.N that I would do well in physcology speacially in Human Behaviour.That kinda did got me thinking!

Went to skool the next day.I was early for once! Did some math n all.It was Vitz first day of skool for this yr as well..haha..totally didnt plan it!..Spent the day catchin with him.It was fun as alwayz..the randomness mixed slightly with pevertness...I went home at 2:30.Had lunch n then slept till bout 6.Then we get a phone call from an aunt sayin my grandma..dad side..is in the hospital cause of chest pains n she's in the ICU.So we had to go to Seremban.All my uncles n their families were there.She didn't seem to bad.They kept her there for observation.Her heart seemed to pump slower so yeah.But she was sittin n all.Had supper n drove back cause we were leavin to Sabah the next day.Reached home at 12,did some last minute packing. N crashed at 2 something.

N that's what went by...

Will update bout the trip asap..!

Very Soon..!

[Mood: Tired]
[Music: Crazy Beautiful - Ashley Angel Parker]

It's been kinda busy for me lately n thus it explains the lack of updates.Just celebrated my sis 16th birthday on the 19th and I just came back from Sarawak this evening.So am kinda collecting pics n will do longish post with loadz of pics soon ya...!!

~XoXo~

Down The Path

[Mood: Emo]
[Music: Ben Lee - Ripe]

Walking down the path of memories,
Carryin so much tht meant the world to her,
She stares at the path ahead of her and wanders what stands,
Fear mixed with anxiety n a tiny bit of excitment seems to be tangled all together
She stares at all the smilin faces and laughs,
And wanders how real could they be?
Are they just as fake as hers?
Just to keep away the dark stares and undesired questions,
Closin her eyes she imagines herself back where she was,
Where all that was in her was real,
Those feelings and joy,
Where burdens didn't exist and there was a safer place always nearby,
Smilin slowly she feels those tiny drops of tears trinkle down her face,
The world was a cruel place and she knew that oh to well,
But she 's seen the better place,
The safer n sweeter place,
And that pain that lingered,
It was the cause of the a broken heart,
And a hopeless soul.

Soundtrack To Your Life

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (itunes, winamp, windows media player, ipod, etc.).
2. Turn on the shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening credits: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Getting By(This ain't too bad)

Waking up: Simple Plan - Addicted

First day of school: All American Rejects - Dirrty Little Secret(Not a good sign!!!)

Falling in love: 50 cent ft Justin Timberlake - Ayo Technology(Naughty :P)

Fight song: Britney Spears - Toxic(wth?)

Breaking up: Ben Lee - Ripe

Prom: Eve ft Sean Paul - Give It To You(This is a fun song to dance to)

Life is okay: Amerie - Take Control(hell yeah!)

Mental breakdown: Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now(Horrible emo...does not help durin a breakdown)

Driving: Daughtry - It's Not Over

Flashback: Blue October - Hate Me(well not the best flashback tune)

Getting back together: Chris Brown ft T-Pain - Kiss Kiss(this is definately help the patch back)

Wedding: Ryan Cabrera - Shine On

Birth of first child: The Nationals - About Today

Final battle: Cartel - Runaway(runaway!!??....*bah*)

Death scene: Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul(LOL!!!!!!!)

Funeral song: All American Rejects - Swing Swing(I woulnt mind tht much)

Ending credits: Theory Of A Deadman - Say Goodbye(Totally Approriate)

Gettin Back To Casual

[Mood:Lazy]
[Music: SugurCult - Memory]

Lately it has just been me with skool work and passin time with my hobbies.I've been doin work quite a bit and am gettin through the procrastinaing issue.I'm kinda joyous about tht.Though there are just dayz where I refuse to do much.*ish* I am workin on the self-discipline though.

The weekend was ok.It started by goin to the Curve.Went to check some funiture for the new house at the courts there.It real huge btw.Checked a couple of couches for the living room.I was lookin through beds.Well am hopin to get a double bed with those bed posts so u get hang curtins.I've alwayz wanted tht...I did see one but am gonna look around a bit.Checked out laptops n tv's after tht.I'm gonna get a new one soon cause I've had mine for bout 7yrs.N I want an upgrade..lolz...After tht we went to get dinner at Thai Express.Got my Rum n Raisin n Baskin after tht..!!...
Dinner pics..!

Saturday was a breezy n ever casual.Did notta much n all.After church we went to Summit.Had lunch at some chinese place n then mum went to get here glasses down.I was thinkin of gettin my 2nd ear piercing.So checked it out at Poh kong n I decided to go 4 it.I was kinda nervous cause I got my 1st piercing when I was 5.It was a lil painful but it was fast.I'm suppose to stay away from seafood for a week...*bah*...Then I got a cuff n a bangle.Came home aoun 4 something.N chilled for the rest of the day.

My piercing..!

4 more to go...!!
I've got you thinkin havent I..!:D

One Tree Hill Season 5

[Mood: Daydreamin]
[Music: Usher ft R.Kelly - Same Girl]

And so a new season of One Tree Hill begins...!!

Season 5 begins with a 5 yrs fast forward from the last season.They skipped the college years n when straight into the workin world.

The below is for strictly for OTH fans only...!!

Lucas Scott(Chad Micheal Murray) becomes a writer and his book becomes a hit.But when its bout time for book no. 2,his stricked with a writers block. So he goes back to Tree Hill and takes over the coaching job of the basketball team....

Peyton Sawyer( Hilarie Burton) becomes an intern for a music company. N she learns the ropes of how business goes about. She n Lucas still keep in tough though..!

Nathan Scott(James Lafferty) got a chance to play for Seattle but got his dream crushed after a foolish move at a club with rivals n got tempary lost usage of his legs...so his life is currently surrounded by booze n lots of lost hope.

Haley(Bethany Galeotti) is currently the head of her household.Havin to keep up with her kid and her depresse husband.She's curently teachin in Tree Hill High.

Brooke(Sophie Bush) has achieved her dreams.She's become a big time designer and livin the lifestyle of the rich and famous..!

And so a new journey begins...January 8th!!...In the U.S of course...We'll probably get in the middle of the year I suppose....Can't Wait!

Goodbye For Now But Not Forever

[Mood: BitterSweet]
[Music: Justin Timberlake - Until The End Of Time]

Went out yesterday since Jason is leavin 2day.Met at pyramid at 2.I wanted to met up at Midvalley but everyone was winnin bout how far it was...*bah*..so I was there early as usual.Me,sis n sonya were hangin aroun.Then Esther came then Jason n Daniel Quek.Esther n I were starvi so we decided on Secret Recipe.Well everyone else was anything but I was cravin for caramel...as alwayz!...I ha bbq chicken,esther n I split.N I had my caramel mocha blend!!! Seriously the Secret Recipe there need to get new waiters!!!..I was soo irrated n Jason was like chill chill...haha...it was like they were makin everything from straws to plates!..So while the waiters made stuff...we took pics!!

Jason and Sonya

Me n Esther

Son n her salad!

Me n Estty take 2

Esther..!

Then we took a while to sort the bill..haha..Jason ended up the accountant.Esther n I were on holiday mood n unoperational...lol..went to the cinema to check out movies...it was like I've watched nearly everything there..so we went to the arcade then.I wanted to play the dance game n esther wasnt sure so wesley played for a while n then esther got a hang of it so we played a while...its seriously a good workout..!..Then esther wanted to get somethin at speedy,met up with christine n went to speedy.We got the cd n was reviewin movies n series there..haha..it went something like this.."Hav u watched this?"..."yea its great"..."no it wasnt tht good"....you get the pic..haha..it went for bout half an hour or so.After we met up with the others n went to J.Co.The line wasnt as long as before though.We got ou doughnuts n while we were in the line I was satandin next to Pete n the lady was like "you 2 together"...N I was "Yea,yea we're together" and Pete gav me this weird looks...lol!..Jason n Esther were laughin their heads off.Well if only he was older(:P) Had doughnuts then we met up with Sonya.Chilled there awhile.

Our doughnuts

Me,Pete and Jason

Boys bein boys behind...*ish ish*

Daniel n Wesley decided to go back n Pete followed them.We went to get tickets n we bump in Tracy,Lydia and Jac...It was nice to see them after so long.They were just done watchin AVP n they wanted to watched Alvin as well.So we went to the 7pm show.While Jason n the others got tickets...Christine n I decided to pose with Will Smith!

I think Will Smith is hott

Christine..!

I was kinda whiny bout watchin tht cause I tot it was goin 2 be real cheesy but I was proved wrong by Jason.They were superrrrr adorable! The story was simple but the chipmunks were just darn cute!

Alvin voiced by Justin Long

Simon voiced by Matthew Gubler

Theodore voiced by Jesse McCartney...His my fav!!

After the movie we decided to grab dinner at Subway.Camwhored n then everyone left.It was kinda bittersweet though.Cause I was really gonna miss Jason.His been my sms buddy this holz.So yeah...He said he'll try 2 come back this December as well...

Miss u teddybear!!

Christmas Outing

[Mood: Drifting]
[Music: Take Me Away - Lifehouse]

I found a lost update so yea...:)

Well went out with Rachey n Esther 2day.Got up early,my early is 10 something...haha...got ready n all.Esther came n my aunt was nice enough to drop us at rachey's place.We watched tv while waiting.Then her dad left us at the curve.We went to get lunch n decided on Kim Gary.Heard a lot of it but never been there.The place was pretty packed but we managed to find a place.Rachey got baked rice,Esther and I got french toast.Yea I decided on something high with sugar n well I didnt really thing bout the calories...lol...it was a catchup/gossip session bout camp n skool n whos datin n not...haha...it was fun!...hehe...then we went to borders cause esther wanted to get some manga book for her bro.So we checked out some books...Rachey was sayin I hav to get Nicholas Sparks books cause they're real good n already a fan of his works which are "A Walk To Remember" and 'The Notebook". We bumped into rachey chee then...I decided tht I wanted Ikano's ice-cream so we walked over got my ice-cream n got back.Checked out Big Apple doughnuts...the line was super long...n then went to Cineleisure,it was rainin n all...*bah*...just chilled then...came back to Curve n camwhored for a bit then Christine called n asked us to meet her outside..

Met her by the trafic light.Went to find Shauny's church.We arrived kinda late,missed a bit of worship...Shauny was playin the bass...I had no idea he played bass!..he looked pretty cool..hehe..the play was real nice..it was the "Everything" one.A lot of churches seem to be doin the play lately.Shauny was a junkie n seriously he was effin good...everyone was clappin n all....the message was very intersting also.There was dinner n lucky draw afterwards.N guess wht I won a rice cooker!!!...haha...yea it was cool...i was helpin eatin n then shauny's sister came up to me n she was like "u got picked"..shaun came runnin n was like "can i get it for u?"...lol...then we got intro-ed aroun...shaun was showin off the amount of chicks he brought...haha...the youths seemed real friendly...after tht there was jammin/talent session.It was really amusin..I had fun.Then Christine's dad came n got us...we were talkin bout further edu on the way back.So yea btw am set on Taylor's!..hehe...came homee aroun 12 somethin..

Here a piccys:

Me n Rachey!

I look kinda drunk in this...haha

Group Pic

Group Piccy 2

Deco..!

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year Ya'll!!!!!!

Hope this year you're blessed abundantly with love,joy,peace and happiness

God Bless!

~XoXo~

-Loadz of Love-

The Year That Was

[Mood: Thoughtful]
[Music: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love]

It's New Year's Eve and am in reminscing mode.I can't believe a year has passed by ever so fast.It seems like I just celebrated the New Year of 07.

This year I would say has been a very educational year for me.I've learned sooo much and grown.And the whole process has not been easy on me.I mean I've gone through everything from depression to a break down.Lost myself along the way and cried a river.But am grateful for it all in a way.

My challenges started from June onwards.Startin with the break up and all.That was my lowest point this year.But am grateful for the endless support from the people I love.And I've learned to lean on myself sometimes.Guess emotional independence kicked in this year.I learned tht ppl dont change no matter how much you sacrifce n give.They are who they are.They may put this temporary mask for a while but the deep down the core never changes.Also I found out tht good things don't come immediately after a bad thing...sometimes horrible things come after bad things just to see how you withstand.I was put through tht as well.For a while I kinda lost hope on good things as well...I'm hopin to find tht this new year.

I learned tht ppl aren't always wht they seem.Even the closest fren can feel differently for you and only show one side of how they feel for you.Sometimes frenship is just a one side thing and *frenz forver* doesnt really mean forver.But I learned tht the phrase "Life doesn't give you the people you want. it gives you the people you need to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you; to make you into the person you were meant to be" is sooo true.I guess these ppl were sent to me to make me who I am today.

Resolutions I've completed this yr:

1.Study Really Really Hard(Diddn't feel like it though..hehe0
2.Graduate!!(I can't believe I did it)
3.Makin a Difference In Someone's Life(A person told me this..I was sooo touched by it)

Well I'm proud I accoplished a couple of things this yr.It was been a crazy roller coaster ride.Well I know it's gonna be a start of a new adventure from here on.

~Life’s challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,They're supposed to help you discover who you are~

The Orginal Threesome!

[Mood: Cheeky]
[Music: Ashlee Simpson - Outta My Head]

Met up with Esther and Jason on Wednesday.They both just flew down from the land down under.Jason flew in last week and esther this monday.Gosh hav I missed them both!! But its great tht we've manage to keep in contact.It did feel like we've been apart so we've manage to keep each other updated bout whts happenin in our lives

I went to pyramid at 2 something.Christine met with me first and then we saw the Ben's.Chatted with them n then Esther showed.Jason came an hour later..haha...he was suppose 2 be there first! We had lunch at Uncle Lim's cause Esther couldnt take anymore western food..lol..catched up and then we decided to check up whts on theater...We decided to watch HeartBreak Kid since the only other choice is Alvin and the Chipmunks.Esther and Jason wanted to get some presents.So we went to find kids clothing toys and decided hav fun with the baby hats..haha

Got some gifts and then we saw this super loong line for J Co doughnuts...Christine was tellin us how wonderful it is so we decided to join the line...guess while chattin we didnt realize time go by.The doughnuts looks soo pretty!

They were ABSOLUTELY delicious! Then high sugar intake lead to a lil camwhorin session

Then Esther left cause she had to go somewhere.So Jason,me and Christine watched the movie.It was rather amusin n sick funny..haha...Jason was like I told we should hav watched Alvin and the Chipmunks..!.We had a drink at A&W,then shopped for more gifts.I called daddy to get me n this is how convo went

Daddy: Can't pick u up la..we're in klang havin dinner

Me: But the mall is closin!!!

Mum:*yellin behind*...we're enjoyin hazelnut coffee n fruitcake in front of the christmas tree n your missin out dear!!

Me: That doesnt sound like klang *ish*

Dad: Why should I pick u up?

Me: Cause you know u luv me!!

Dad: I'll pick u up in 10 minutes

Me: *beams*..kies!!

That line alwayz works...LOL...alwayz!!...so he came n got me 5 minutes after Jason.I had a spenldid time with them!!! Was sooo worn out n whtmore there was service the next day.So I was entertainin my neighbours with my organ playin at 12am..lol...My neighbours luv me!

~XoXo~