Walk In Your Shoes

I had to come to realization, a cross path,
I was brought into realization that I can't stay in between and pull you along for a ride,
We've been through a lot and at even at this time as I curse to you face you're stubborn on fighting for me,
I guess it's times like this that shows me again and again what a gem you are,
A gem that sometimes I scratch against sharp rocks and pavements,
A gem that I should really learn to look after better,

I guess you were that helpless,
You would not have gone to that extent,
Though your actions were unreasonable,
I see it from your light,

I hope you learn to know us better and understand us,
Trust us and never doubt us,
We are so much better than this and you know it,
Am sorry as much as you,
I guess feelings do blind you at times,
And I blinded by anger,

Here on I honestly will try to be more understanding,
And learn to walk in your shoes.

How Could You?

Today was one of those days where it started out disastrous and you just know by intuition its gonna get bad. Today I discovered my real friends and people who authentically care. I was angry, mad, disappointed all at the same time.

My family plainly made matter worse and am completing whether I would ever forgive.

Now its time for contemplation and questioning.

Back Then

Its been bout 3 months since my last post and I think I've finally come to realization this isn't my diary anymore. It used to be, it once was...You'll be super updated on my life if you visited this page in a year or so before but now it's just memories...

Maybe I just lost the momentum to blog or am plainly not bothered but lately I've felt the need to vent..Maybe I just hate the posting pictures part..Like helooo you can only put up 5 pictures a time and its rather frustrating plainly.So yeah I think its gonna be more words here..

I miss having diary,
I miss rambling whatever that's on my mind,
I miss penning down my thoughts,
I miss writing secret notes to myself,
I plainly miss it all...