Show Her The Light

[Mood: Inspired]
[Music: Breaking Benjamin - Diary of Jane]

She dances around with a glass of wine,
The scar on the inside burns,
As tears fall down her face,
She's proud of the decisions she has made,
But that doesnt mean it doesn't hurt,
She's hooked on those movies,
The ones that still give her hope on love,
She dies to be happy and smile,
To dance around with true joy,
There are dayz of utter hopelessness,
But there are times where she is reminded of the good things,
All she wants is a getaway,
To just go far and be shown what is beauty is meant by,
She occupies herself with the oddest of things,
At least they make her happy,
Even for just the moment,
There are gonna be beautiful days,
She's startin to lack in patience,
Are they good days to start with?
Oh God show her the light,
For she's losing herself through it all,
So young but so broken,
She's seen things beyond her age,
But heartbreak has been the worst kind,
Trust seem to be her issue,
There's always gonna be doubt lurking in the air,
Maybe all she needs is time,
Time to leave this all behind.

Lookin For A Way To Waste My Time

[Mood: Hyper]
[Music: Avril Lavigne - Falling Down]

This week has been un-usually quiet.I've feelin horribly lazy these days and been paying less attention to reality.I have no idea why but am in total daydream mood lately.*Bah*

I got the cold n been usin it as excuse to sleep a whole lot more...haha..Had youth at church on saturday and then the gf invited me to her place for her mum's birthday party.After much persuasion my mum let me go.Headed there at aroun 6 something.We totally pigged out.Her mum cooks real well btw.The fruit salad was lovely! We chilled by the pool and catched up on everything from skool stuff to boyz to vitz....haha...btw dear we miss u!!!

The rest of the weekend was a breezy.Got more boxes for moving.Even empty boxes are freakin heavy...wht more packed ones. The thought of moving hunts me.I've got sooo much stuff and wht more am the kinda of person tht keeps stuff for sentimental reason (:P) Example I have broken bracelets n worn out bags cause they were my fav when I was 8.So yeah you get the pic. I need to do a clean out before this move!

Went to Subang Parade with mummy today.It was sorta a mum and daughter date.It was pretty fun actually.Since we havent had one of those for ages.We went shoe shoppin and I got a pair of heels.Then to the Body shop for my face wash.The lady at the store practically tried to sell us the entire store...a very effective sales person...haha...Oh n I sooo hav to get the perfume from there...It smells soo sweeet!!..I <3 smellin like candy! Then I was buggin mum to get me cheese cake for I've been cravin for it a while now...actually am alwayz cravin for cheese cakes...*bah*...So we went to Secret Recipe n had cake and coffee and a good gurlie talk.Everything from frenz to boys....I think mummy n I are becomin good gurl frenz..hehe..

Am soooo freakin worn out!
I've an english test to do.

I've got 2 science alternates :(
I hate science!

I'm want a black mine dress!!!

My fav hoop earings broke...arrrgghhh...I'm super upset

I hav to go earing shoppin at Mid valley

I'm gonnna get black oversized shades!

I feel loved!

~XoXoXo~

For The Sunlight Is On The Way

[Mood: Lazy]
[Music: Sara Overall - The Real Thing]

It still hurts,
Everything that was,
It hunts me in my dreams,
And strangles me in fear,
I'm dying to get rid of it,
But it all comes back in the most unexpected times,
I keep running away,
And I feel its footsteps right around the corner,
I never wished for this,
How did I seek this out?
Or did it come and embrace me?
I'm lost on how to get away from it,
But the question remains how,
It plays in my head like a mix tape,
And there are dayz I just want to burn them,
I wish for so much,
I wish for happiness and smiles,
And just when I've thought I've reached,
I fall,
It's like am back to where I started,
Lookin for the road to go on,
Will someone point it out?
And soon....
But I feel it,
And my heart says patient,
For the sunlight is on the way.

Screaming n Runnin....!

[Mood: Agitated]
[Music: Mike - Love Today]

I've been havin quite a bit of family time lately.I guess that's been good cause it feels like I've hardly had any time to spend with them and after everythin this was kinda good...

On Wednesday mornin...I went to Ikano...had lunch there n shoped a little.I got the cutest earings.They have real nice vintage shops there as well...just found outtt...at nite we went to Parade to look for my grandma's birthday present.It's her big 6-0.So we went lookin for jewelry but didnt find anything nice.Had dinner at Dome...totally pigged out..they have lovely pasta btw!

The rest of the week was pretty usual.Didnt do much work n just chilled.Went to Ikano on Sunday as well...had dinner...yeah itz my family's new hang out spot...I love tht place so I dont mind....Well in conclusion my week has been rather quiet you would say...

Oh n they excitin news is tht I got my new phone!!!!! It's soo cool n I've been busy loadin songs into the whole weekend.Itz the Nokia 6300 n its super thin which is kinda scary...am still on the process of learnin its functions btw.So yeah ppl u can sms or call me again...still usin the same number btw.

"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different.I'd rather be completely freaking mental. "
++ angelina jolie

.....Angelina Jolie is freakin hott n smart!!...hahaha........

The Break

[Mood: Cheery]
[Music: Good Charlotte - The River]

My week long vacation is over but I had a pretty good break.It has been a long weeked startin with Emerge.On Wednesday I went with a fren n his sis.We went there around 7 somethin halfway through worship.His sis left a while n then joined us around 10 somethin. We left early cause we were hungry.Went to a restaurant at Taipan n came home at 12.I had loadz of fun with them.His sis was fun company.

On Thursday I went with Ah yee.He picked up Rachey n Jo wee n Shem was there as well.It was freakin cold n halfway through Daniel n the guyz left to get hot drinks.It finished around 12.The CG decided to go to a Angerrik.And so I decided to be friendly n finally talked to this new gurl at skool.OMG! Just when I thought I was a huge blur...I met a bigger one!...haha...I sorta feel proud of myself..*bah*...Check out this convo:

She: Hey! You know Tongkat Ali is viagra.
Everyone: No it isnt....
She: Yes...Yes it is
Everyone: It works like viagra...
She: ohhh...Tongkat Ali is a herb rite??
Everyone: Itz a root..
She: A herb is a root rite??
Everyone: *rollz eyez*
So yeah u get the pic....I was enjoyin this all nite...haha...as odd as tht soundz.

I came home around 1 somethin.Everyone was asleep and I had to pack for camp the next day.Well camp was okies.You could say I had fun and I played basketball...after soo effin long...some sorta of exercise...hehe...Came back on Sunday.Was sooo worn out.Went to dinner near my auntz place and came home.Watched "She's the Man"...Itz soo effin funny!

Itz back to skool work and hell yeah am feelin all hardworkin!
On some dayz tht is.
I'm off to Ikano!