The Year 2011

Every year on the 31st, I self-reflect on the year as well as myself. Oh and I also do resolutions! However I have to look for this year's resolutions. I think am gonna add "Stop being so forgetful" to my resolutions.

This year started out with the excitement of turning 21! Yeah that and the fact that my boyfriend was gonna to be done with university. There was excitement and uncertainty at the same time. The year begin and my semester begin with law and economics and that made it even worse. But by God's grace I made through the semester and pretty well in fact. I was grateful and in awe. Then the boyfriend was working  his way through his FYP being busy peasy a lot and I helped cheering him up whenever I could and he did pretty good as well! Again with the help of God. Then there was an ad in the newspaper for a graduate SAP course at British Petroleum (BP) for fresh grads and he applied. We prayed for it and he went through each interview stage. There was more uncertainty but when that phone call came through, there was just sheer joy really. We thanked God for being so faithful.

He begin his new job and he continued studying and so did I. The second semester of the year begin.There was accounts and oh the horror. But God's grace was there and my test scores surprised me and thank God for helpful friends who helped tutor and I spent so much time in the library, I scared myself. Finals was done with and Christmas came along. Christmas was just beautiful and that time was the year just makes me so grateful for all that I have. I manage to spent time with both family and friends. I really am grateful for them.

However this year wasn't all work. I went to Chiang Mai, Singapore and a couple of local holidays. Chiang Mai was an eye opener mainly a cultural one. At Singapore was me just being a kid really. The holidays were mainly quality time with the family which truly I treasure. My family is seriously an interesting and wonderful bunch and I love them to bits.

My relationship has also grown and we have to learned to be more undersstanding with one another and everyday is a growing process for the both of us. He is truly a blessing. The way he accepts my flaws and tells me its ok to make mistakes and explains how I can grow for them is just beautiful. I love that boy to insanely tiny bits. He knows exactly how to make me smile and that sums it up.

Well as a person, this year I guess I learned to be patient, to love more and listen. I have also found out that people may seem one thing for a couple of years and change into something totally different the next second.Through years, people may seem like they are growing and in time they might just fall that landslide and end up in a ditch the next. I have learned that I can't trust everyone and am careful with my words and what I say to people. I don't open up as much as I use to and that's a little sad in a way. I found out the dangers of giving so much in friendships and therefore am conscious now more than ever. I have also learned to never judge a book by its cover. I did find people to trust here and there and to those only I say all that is on my mind. I guess next year I really have to work on this trust issue really.

Next year is really going to be interesting. At college, everyone is going to into their specialized field so that's going to be interesting. I guess am going to learn to venture out and make the best out of it. I will definitely miss the gang though! We will still have certain same classes but not all. I will definitely miss that. And also the fact am going to be 22! I'm really going to be depressed during my birthday. I predict that. But I never know what the year will bring and I will not judge or say anything. I am just going to take everyday as a blessing really.

This year has been gracious,filled with love, joy, hard times and smiles. Looking back, its been a beautiful joyride and am joyed and excited to see what 2012 brings to me.

I wish everyone a Blessed New Year and may this new beginning bring you excitement as well as hope for the year to come.


Love,
Ezreena

Attacked

You know my college sucks at the way they plan semesters. My finals this time is in the freakin middle of December! Therefore as Christmas comes up, I barely feel the usual excitement thanks to the fact that I'm worrying about accounts at the back of mind. The next few weeks are going to be insane for me. All the subjects have major assignments due at the nearly the same time. Talk about perfect timing.

And I think I'm procrastinating..Just a little anyway

I pulled my leg muscle again...And therefore am all limp-ish...And I get the pitiful stare wherever I go where I really feel the need to scream out "Hey people its just a muscle pull,nothing more to watch here".

Well am gonna go ward of the swarm of mosquitoes attacking me.

Here's the Weekend

I'm suppose to spend my weekend assignment-ing. However I spent it eating and watching a movie with the boyfriend. Dream house is really good btw. It's a thriller that made me tear! And today I decided to start watching this:

It's a really good comedy!!!..Like it has the whole"One Tree Hill", Grey's Anatomy narration thing that I love as well as the way it's shot it really different. Therefore am hooked to it and download it while doing my assignment. How brilliant am I.

It's Thanksgiving tomorrow and am guessing only at my church. However I wanna cook but can't thanks to my assignment. Therefore I'll just make peach cobbler and make myself happy. I so wanted to make a full blown meal. Am bummed.

Well that's my weekend for you.

Music

So I know I haven't blogged in forever. I guess am just plain lazy cause really I can't come up with anyone other better reason.

Also I just realized blogger just had a makeover. The same week as Facebook. Or maybe this change took place weeks ago and I never realized. Well whatever the case its just too many changes to comprehend in a week.

I slept at 3am last night drowning in Matt Nathanson, Patrick Stump, One Republic,and a bunch of random music videos. Time just flew by.Also I realized that Matt Nathanson has a nose piercing! His sounds too boy next door for that. Also Patrick Stump decided to be sexy but am not buying it. I think he and Pete Wetz made the ultimate couple and that's why it didn't work out with Ashlee Simpson for Pete. Sometimes I think I should work E news,People magazine or Us Weekly the way I keep with the celebrity gossip. It's a secret indulgence of mine. I think it's a little weird at times.

It's currently the 8th week at college and assignments and tests are rolling in however all my TV shows are returning this week.So how!! I am also itching to start watching new tv series's. As though I need more.

I decided to audition for iChoir this week.Am so proud of me. I wanted to bail at the last minute actually. That always happens when am about to join a club but I couldn't this time cause it was a blazing storm outside and I was stuck in college.

That was the recap of my life for the week.

I promise there will be more soon.

Really.

Sunday Tales

I love reading the Sunday star. That's because it's that one day of the week where the newspaper covers everything from health to fashion the biggest gossip in Hollywood. But mostly because there are real live stories. Ever since I was young I loved reading "Dear Thelma". It's like real live Desperate Housewives tales as well as stories of real life sad, depressed people Then there's the section of real stories from real people with life lessons. That always makes me tear a little. I hope to send a story one day that is when I have the courage to.

Well this week I read about the new Jimmy Choos collection. The shoes were plainly orgasmic!! Oh there was a perk as well. Apparently if you spend RM 28,000 and above you get this exclusive photo shoot from this famous photographer with your favorite pair of Jimmy Choos. Also you get a MAC makeover and a BMW picks you up to your location. And all you have to do is spend 28,000. Hmmph need I say more. I rather freaking higher my own car,make up artist,photographer and just buy one pair of shoes and it will definitely cost me a lot less. I think I can freaking get me a few hundred pair of clothes,bags,shoes and accessories for that kinda of money!

Then there was another section where you right in your basic problems unlike the emotional and relationship problems you write to "Dear Thelma". This mum of a six year old wrote in saying she threw her 6 year old daughter a birthday party and got cheap ass gifts. Well she didn't use the word ass but yeah you get the point. She was upset she got handmade gifts made from suppliers supplied by her at her home. She even added that her daughter who mind you is 6 complained that it was crappy gifts. What the heck is wrong with this women!! Isn't a gift suppose to be the thought that counts. She is practically teaching her daughter not to appreciate cheap gifts whatever that is in her dictionary and to throw a temper about it.I really do pity this 6 year old's future boyfriend really. I really can't blame her though. The credit definitely goes to her wonderful materialistic mum.

So that's the highlight of this Sunday's newspaper. I have always loved it for how real everything seems like embarrassing stories to true heart wrenching tales. And I always will.

Now to start a saving's account for my first pair of Jimmy Choos.


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As It Rolls

[Music: Hilary Duff- Come Clean]

It's the first week of my hols and it has been rather relaxing. A very much needed relaxing week actually.

Finals was one of my most stressing. I had some sorta of break down before my law paper. The cases were just too much to memorize and I was afraid of messing up. But Thank God when I sat there looking at the paper, the cases just popped it my head. Really it was miraculous moment. Also I have to thank the boyfriend for his lovely shoulders and his "you stress to much" talks. They really do help.

The day my economics paper was over which mind you was at 7pm! I was super joyous. If it didn't look weird I would have definitely gone around on a hugging spree.

The next day we had a sort of celebrity barbeque at Aaron's place at Setia Alam and gosh it that place far. We did a little exploring and we meaning me, Henry,KF and Siu Mei. It was fun. I had a good time!

The rest of the week was spent sleeping. Yeah I woke up at 1pm quite a bit. Bumming around, watching movies and just being child like happy. I am in need of new books. Now I need to get Dad to find the time.

Well I gotta pack to head over to my grandparents place tomorrow.I'm taking Mick along cause his just super entertaining. That's the iPad by the way.

[I love Apple Products}

Here We Are

[Music:Give Me Everything - Pitbull ft Ne-Yo]

The semester is coming to an end and am feeling the pressure alright. Time sure flies by quick. I remember bumming around in the beginning, working hard somewhere in the middle and then bumming somemore and here I am working on my final assignment of the semester and sadly its quantitative again. Why oh Why!

The semester is plainly too long that I can't even remember the chapters we covered. I'm gonna remember to note that down in the review form.

My parents away in Aussie this week and therefore am the chauffeur.

Oh and am gonna be a full driver in less than a month!!! Hell yeah!

Well am off to conquer Excel

[Daily pressures]

One Down

[Music: Chris Brown - Yeah 3x]

A new week ahead and my law assignment is OVER with! Am glad though I just realized I left out a source in my reference.And it's bothering the hell outta me.Note to self: Do not do citation at 4 in the morning! You will forget something...

There was a wedding on Saturday so the whole day just went by with me in the saloon and then the wedding itself.I loved my curls though!! :)

Well thank goodness this week is sorta vacation-ish cause I finally get to run errands without that pang of guilty in my gut. I need to get the cards done, get a dress and figure the deco.I see myself spending quite a lot of time on Google.

I'm seriously utterly excited for my birthday!! Not that excited to be 21 though...
I hope I don't have "getting older" blues a couple of days before the B'day. That would so not be cool. I guess being 21 has it's pro's and cons. Well with the privilege of being legal comes the consequences of being able to go jail. What a profound wayy of thinking about it...Oh I really wanna legally gamble though!...Hello Genting!

Well I'm going to get working on the guestlist and a list of my errands.

{Cause it's rock to the star}

A Little Running Around

[Music:John Mayer - Back to You]

So hectic week is almost over...It's just law left...rawr

I had an insane week..Well not as insane as I was in Taylors but insane enough...

A Quantitative test on Thursday and law assignment is due on Monday. Really, I'm glad I didn't major in Law.Smart decision really...

I've been spending the whole week studying for the Quantitative test. Yes, I freak when it comes to a Math test.My bf keeps saying I really need to swallow a chill pill soon enough.

I went out with my gf's on Wednesday. Well Shaun is now my Shauna so I consider it a gurlie outing :)...We had popiah,macaroons and coffee...Okies I had coffee but it was a real nice sit down chat and I see more of this coming up as the 3 of us a rather nearby as it turns out..lol

I guess having "Glee" indirectly in my law assignment makes it interesting and I thank God my bf's is gracious enough to tutor me through this...What Would I do Without Him!

I'm giving up dinner for my assignment now..And am bummed...Not forgetting starved..

The following are a little pix show from my outing with the highschoolers :D

{Cause It's Rock to the Star}

Down The Aisle

[Music: Lady Gaga - Born This Way]

Weddings make me smile :)

I kind of take ideas of do and don't for a wedding from all the weddings I go to. It's like I make mental notes for my own wedding someday.

What I do know for sure I want in my wedding is the theme: "It's All About Us"
That way I know everything will go perfectly :D

The pictures are from a church member's wedding and my first time taking on the bridesmaid role...

{Hello, Wedding Book!}

The Lovely Weather

[HelloGoodbye - Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn]

Today was one of those...
I really tried waking up from Economics but epic-fail, my brain screamed but my body refused to hear and yes I decided to sleep in only to be awoken by Berry asking where I was..I smiled and said "in bed" and he laughed and skipped the whole day of classes with KF. I went to college at 12 slightly dredging the traffic only to be greeted by awesomely cleared roads and empty parking lots screaming my name. Quantitative was a lab class. Barely anyone showed up so it was me and Shirley tackling lab assignment. It was freaking stressing to the eye I tell you. I got home at 2 and my mum complained that I have too much free time this semester..haha...

Had spicy pasta for lunch, had random convo with Vitz and basically I have no idea what else I did for the rest of the day.Oh and I remember studying law for a bit and just bumming for the rest...

The boyfriend came over for dinner, mum made tom yam...I think am consuming too much food lately..hmmph...

So tomorrow there is law...Am afraid..That's sums it up...

{ I heart real conversations with my girlfriends}

The New Semester

[Music: Forget You - Cee Lo]

Well unlike an Aussie course, we doing a UK course start classes a bit too early for liking! I started on the 17th of this month and my timetable seems splendid!! I have Wednesday off and Friday has one class which we're are petitioning for a move. So hello 3 times a week class.

I have four subjects and hello econs and quantitative methods in business..again. I guess I don't mind Quantitative that much but over here they use Excel more, that I MIND. The first class of the sem was econs and all the horror at Taylors came back. I blame the lecturer at Taylors for making the subject so un-digestable. Thank God the lecturer here is approachable. I have the same classmates and am super glad. Oh and we're joined by some semester 1 students and semester 3 students. Yea I know the class is in a totally "rojak" state. Besides the occasionally "know-it-all" here and there, everyone else is cool...I have yet to know the others actually..lol. It's hard when Berry and I have continuous bitching sessions. I bet we should freakisly blond sometimes.

You know I just realized after getting Ryan aka my iPhone I have became sorta anti-social. Like at family dinners and lunches. I did it today...rawr..I should really stop!..So not cool!!..But I really can't help myself...I was in a serious convo its not like I was gaming or something..But its still ANTI-SOCIAL

Well that's last week for you. I have been out occasionally with the boyfriend or on a shopping spree with mum. Dad just got back from Aussie with delights however I am too shit ass sick to consume anything. Yeah did I mention, I got shit ass sick a couple of days back. No kidding! Like I spent the whole friday throwing up..I couldn't even consumer H2O. I'm feeling a little better but I think I might spend the whole day tomorrow in bed. Yeah perfect Saturday plan.RAWR

-Ezreena-
{Forget you, Along with your shit}

Hello, Goodbye

A year has gone by and looking back at 2010, I can say without a doubt it's been an AWESOME POSSOM YEAR :D

There's was it's ups and downs but through it all I found love and grace. With the love of my life at my side I knew I could make it through it all.

Aussie was a highlight and all the great family outings made it great

For the year ahead, I guess I have a couple of resolutions in my head but am not anticipating much. I plainly wanna enjoy the ride ahead. I look forward to the roller coaster ride ahead plainly.

So goodbye 2010, you've been really lovely to me and I will cherish the memories for the rest of my life and Hello 2011, I really wander what you will bring me!