Everyday is going by

[Mood: Tired]

[Music: Gavin DeGraw - Follow Through]

Well ppl I've been kinda busy these couple of dayz,sorry for the lack of updates, so heres a quick recap....Monday I went grocery shoppin with my mum and..it was fun....by the time we came back,I was so fuckin dead but it had fun speandin time with my mum.....On Tuesday,I just stayed home and in the evening,went 2 Swensen and had the earthquake...love the ice-cream there speacially the rum and raisin flavour....the rest of the week went by the usually way......borin...

Today there was some stuff at church and all,went there at like 9 something and came back at 3.Am feelin dead nowz...its gonna go on till Saturday but am havin a good time.....but I guess I'll be whinning for the next couple of dayz....

Btw am thinkin of changing my blog's skin again...why'd u guyz think??

Ps: Vitto I know waca gonna say...."wht the hell is wrong with you??" aint tht rite dude....LOL

Its okies...I guess

I am 32% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com


LOL....I guess this is all ritie...(:P)

Wounds will heal...I know of it...

I scream my lungz out but no ones hears,

I cry out loud but no one knowz,

I've run out of tears,

Look what you've done to me.

I am speechless,

And I don't want to hear you stupit excuses anymore,

Cause you should have told me the day....

The day you went away.

These wounds will heal,

I know it will

But it will take time,

How long??

I've learned so much,

From all these brusies,

I know from now onwards I shall not be..

As naive as I was....

Lyin' on the outside

[Mood: Shattered]

[Music: Diana DeGarmo - All I Never Wanted]

I guess I just have to accept reality,

I wish at times tht I can't feel,

Wht the hell did I do wrong?

To deserve all this crap.

Maybe I was a monstorous person in my before life,

But I dont believe in tht stuff anyway,

I just can't figure out what I did wrong,

No matter how hard I try.

Thts why I love day dreamin so much,

It makes me feel safe,

I hate myself for fallin for you,

Its my stupit mistake anyway.

Here I am once again,

and am broken into pieces,

Well am kinda immune 2 this anyway,

I wander when will all this happen yetz again.

You were all I never wanted,

But why in world do I still want you?

You were my nightmare by day,

And a dream by night.

I may smile on the outside,

But am shattared on the inside,

I dont' want you 2 know am hurt,

Cause you don't really care anyway baby.

You make me wanna LA LA

[Mood: Happy]

[Music: Ashlee Simpson - La La]

Went outz with a couple of frenz 2day to watch "Herbie" with my sister,my pet sis and a couple of their frenz taggin along.It was really fun and all.A gurls day out thing."Herbie" was such a fun movie.A typical Disney thing but it was sweet.The car was just really adorable.

I have to admit am a Lindsay Lohan fan too.Her movies and songz are cool.I still do like Hilary too.Both of them are good at what they do........ I guess.

At nite I watched "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" with my parents.It was just so fuckin' cool!!! I totally Loved it!! I read the book also so it was just so cool watchin the book you've read .The star of the flick was definately Johhny Depp,and so he has been added to my favourite actor list.Most of his flickz have been really coolio.His just so damn talented and not to mention HOTT.I just had so much fun watchin this flick.

It has been a great day....after such a looooong week...BAH....

In a very weird dream...

[Mood: Sick]

[Music: Blink 182 - Rock Show]

Livin in a dream,

Is better than reality,

I dont want 2 get hurt again

And this makes me happy anyway.

I know it seems so stupit at times,

But I guess it just fun,

I don't really take certain thingz seriesly,

Maybe its time I do.

To dream is fun,

To hope is good,

To do it is even better,

And to just forget is fucked up....

Why don't you just break my heart

[Mood: Happy]

[Music: Hilary Duff - The Getaway]

Everything around me is crazy,

And I feel the insanity,

I think am gonna lose it soon,

Or maybe I have.

Round and round,

Here we go playin this game again,

I dont know how long I can take this,

But miracalously am being patient,

You better watch out,

You think you know me oh too well,

But I bet you didn't know I can be mean too,

Thts the part I tend to hidea lotz...

*Why don't you break my heart,
And watch me fall apart,
Cause baby, You seem to be doin tht a lot lately*

Too quick and Just wayy too fast

[Mood:Bored]
[Music: Jason Mraz - Wordplay]

Dayz are goin by really fast,
It starts with Monday,and its like Sunday the very next hour,
I remember the beginning of January ever so slightly,
I thought March just started but then I realized I was dreamin'

Everything is goin' by way too fast,
I want time to last,something to hold on too
Apparently I learned tht somethings just dont last,
Even though how hard you try.

There's gotta to be a way to stop time,
To slow thingz down,
To make thingz last,
Even if it was just for a minute.