Lyin' on the outside

[Mood: Shattered]

[Music: Diana DeGarmo - All I Never Wanted]

I guess I just have to accept reality,

I wish at times tht I can't feel,

Wht the hell did I do wrong?

To deserve all this crap.

Maybe I was a monstorous person in my before life,

But I dont believe in tht stuff anyway,

I just can't figure out what I did wrong,

No matter how hard I try.

Thts why I love day dreamin so much,

It makes me feel safe,

I hate myself for fallin for you,

Its my stupit mistake anyway.

Here I am once again,

and am broken into pieces,

Well am kinda immune 2 this anyway,

I wander when will all this happen yetz again.

You were all I never wanted,

But why in world do I still want you?

You were my nightmare by day,

And a dream by night.

I may smile on the outside,

But am shattared on the inside,

I dont' want you 2 know am hurt,

Cause you don't really care anyway baby.