Experience is one hell of a hard teaher

[Mood: Sleepy]

[Music: The Veronicas - Everything I'm Not]

Looks like I've judged you right yetz again,

Now I know why I've been feelin weirdly emo and all today mornin,

My heart has alwayz been right bout you,

And this must been the milliontieth time I ignored the message.

My current nickname on msn is "Experience is one hell of a hard teacher,it gives you the test first and the lesson later.I had no idea this morning why in the world I put it there but now I do.

It weirds cause this time am not in a puddle of tears.

It's just another lesson learned.

And am definately gonna pick up from this.

P.S: Next time Esther remind me to listen to you or hit me in the head if you have too dear! LOL

MUAX~

I'm Gonna Muster Every Ounce of Confidence I Have,For You I Will

[Mood: Very Happy]

[Music:Teddy Geiger - For You I Will(Confidence)]

Yesterday was one hell of nice day.Well I went to school bout 10:00 something.The new place isnt that great..I miss the old place loadz..guess cause of the old memories of running around a lotz there and all.The lunch place just looks sad and the environment is plain borin ...anywayz..it was nice to see all the old people there and meet some new ones too.Check out this conversation I had with Esther...

** Readin Sense and Sensibility**

Esther: You know I've known you for quite some time know and I can totally describe you.

Me: Really?? Shoot

Esther: You like listening to punk music and you look partially punk.But inside your totally classic.

Me: And why's that?

Esther: Look what you're readin

Me:LOL...That's one intersting description

She alwayz comes up with some intersting stuff usually.It was nice to see her after quite a while.Sadly Kc wasnt there..kinda miss her...chapel was okies.We played a couple of weird games...lol....Vitto was completely weird the whole day,his gone from bad to worse lately.He was goin around huggin everyone and spreadin the love I guess...BizZaRe!...

After that,Sheryln,my sis and I waited for Jarett to get to skool and we headed to Pyramid.There was heavy trafic and I was kinda nervous in the car and cause I kept checkin my watch everyone minute..lolz...reached there kinda late and I was a bundle of nerveous cause my bf walked rite past me twice and I didnt ever notice him..talk bout super blur!..and then I called him to ask where he was and he was like "Am rite in front of you ".LOL.

We went to watch "Dick and Jane".Quarter of the movie was gone by the time we went in and all.After that we went to Mc'ds and had partial lunch or tea I think..lolz..it was really cute cause we kept feedin each other and all(:P)....after that we just walked around and talked....I had a blast.This was my offcial 1st date and baby thankz for makin it memorable.I had a great time!

When am in your arms,

It just feels ever so right,

I've never really been in love,

But this time,I know I definately am.

I love you baby boy!

The Partial Mid Week

[Mood: Casually bored]

[Music:Tyler Hilton - That's How Love Should Be]

Well Ppl its the mid week,nearly the mid week.My weekend was quite,more like too quite and all.Haven't been out much lately.Sadly....

So the good news is I finished the school work and I need to do and all and am officialy free!! Am a free person!

Which is a such relief after one hell of a hectic week that consisted of late nights and lookin dead every mornin and all.

Besides that,theres nothin much goin on lately.The usually stuff.But usually at quite times of the month such as these,I'll be rather emo and all but I have been in a very happy go lucky mood lately.It's just that somethin's been keepin me very happy lately and am just real glad.

That's pretty much it.I guess.

Well am gonna find somethin 2 do....

"Am gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have,For You I Will BabY"

There goes another Valentine

[Mood: Dreamy]

[Music: Lifehouse - Take Me Away]

Its Valentines ppl.The prices of roses raised to the higgest possible,boxes of chocolates on speacial sales(best part ever!),every restaurant havin some sort of promotion and people dancing aorund with love ringing in the air.It's a real speacial day.

My valentine started out disastrous,precisely at 12.First I thought it was a joke,then I got hit by reality,into a state of shock,drama followed and then it ends up sweet in its on little way.Long story PpL......anywayzz....I spent my morning with my baby boy,which was real fun,I really enjoy our conversations.He alwayz has his own little way of makin me smile and I love that bout him.He somehow brigtens my day.Sadly I can't go out with him today and all.Sorry bout that baby!

Well besides that,I've been studying and just hanging around listening to music the usual.Nothing much really.

Valentine's Day isn't just bout being in love but it's also appericiating your friendships.So to all my friends,Thankz for alwayz being there,Love you guyz loadz!!!

~HapPy VaLenTine's Day Ya'LL~

P.S:ThankZ For The Note on Friendster Vitz,ReallY Apperaicate it!!!

I'm like a bird and I need to fly away

[Mood: Complicated]
[Music: Ashlee Simpson - Just Let Me Cry]

I'm like a bird,
And I do wanna fly away,
Can't stick around here for too long,
Gotta get out of here.

I know there's more
And this was definately not for me,
But when your bored,
You turn to your last resolutions.

I just relieased that I had the opportunity,
But I threw it away,
Please throw another my way,
I promise I won't be so blind.

This has been killin my free spirit,
And my fun lovin side,
As it is am the complicated one in it
And I don't need confusion in the middle of it all.

Gotta get out,
Gotta find an escape route,
Gotta run away,
From all this complicated misery.

Highlights

[Mood: Sleepy]

[Music: The Pros and Cons of Breathing - Fall Out Boy]

Well it's been a pretty uneventful week.There has been a bit of drama here and there though.As you all know,my life is addicted to drama.I've been doing a lotz of studying lately though maybe because I've been procrastinating a lotz and all...long story...and so know my mum has given some time limit to finish up my work and all.*Sheesh*

Other than that,there's been notta much.Oh and the highlight of the week is...I dont have to do PMR!!..which is good news since I pay no attention at tuition and all.Tht's cause it's just way to early for me.The teacher notices that I guess.....cause I alwayz like am about to sleep on the table anytime soon...

I'll most probably be goin to skool next Fri.I know you guyz....I've been saying next week for quite a while nowz but it'll definately be next fri.I know you wanna kill me for that Vitto!!...LOL...I miss you lotz darlin'!!!...And this goes to Esther as well..since she wants to kill me as well.....am victimazed too much..if theres such a word...

Well ppl I gotta go attend to some science crap...I hate that freakin subject....speacially if it has to do with memorizing cell names...fuck....

~MuaX~

The Real Thing

[Mood:Excited]

[Music: Bo Bice - The Real Thing]

Looks like you found your way back into my life,
It's alwayz good to know there's so much honesty between us,
I never really thought this would happen,

But it's been a darn good surprise.

You always have your own way of makin me smile,
And these dayz you make sure I always have a great day,
I never knew how much you really loved me,
But I do see it now.

You've always been special,
Sometimes I wander if you knew that
I hope you see that nowz baby,
By the way I just speak to you without sayin much at all.

It's alwayz been there,

The spark,

The chemistry,

It just took us time to see it all.