Settlin'

Being sick during the holidays is SO not good!
What makes it worse is when you managed to contaminate your whole family along!!

After 3 doctor visits, I have my voice back and am staying away from the joys of chili...
Which makes me very sad,
I guess the plus side of being sick is I got to lose weight..Yay me :)
However now the rest of my family is sick including my dad who barely gets sick..He n mum are in an orchestra at night..

Went "Aussie" shopping yesterday, I got the leggings I needed and an ugly pair of sneakers. I hate shoe shopping with my parents. They clearly have something against comffy flip flops...Hmmph

Well am off to send Alejandro to the polish..So he'll be all sexy and shiny when he gets backs.

5 hours at Pyramid!

The Up and Abouts

Well I finished finals a couple of weeks ago and been bumming at home a couple of weeks more. I think I really need a job or something but am plainly lazy and therefore am draining my bank account slowly but surely..I wish I had a money tree in my backyard or a job I could go into when I was in the mood for

Finals were stressful as usual and I nearly got sick..So close!..Results were fine and as I was head on determined to move in the HR course which is under a different associated uni. A British one. The brilliant counselor who took off without my knowing who took me forever to find gave me false hope and ended up my dad taking over the whole situation. Seriously my dad is best at getting stuff done in a jiffy! I love him for that besides the fact he forgets he gives me allowance money and gives me more:D..Ended up talking to the dean and after clearly stating they have very incapable stuff, she said I have to take year 1 again cause the subjects can't be mapped and shit. Like hello! It's a freaking business program not doctorate. All business programs have the same first year subjects. What more she tried to make it seem like it was my fault that I didn't get in contact with anyone on purpose!! She really ticked me off la. If my parents weren't there, I would have seriously slapped her. Even when I stated that I might as well switch colleges, she didn't give a damn. RAWR

Therefore I ended up applying to INTI. So yeah, I'm most probably gonna be an INTI student in September. New environment, new people, new classrooms, same old awesome lunch places!, oh and the awesome possum boyfriend :D..haha..

Oh am leaving to Aussie in a couple of weeks btw. So awesome chocolates, yummy white boys and lovely cheesecakes and pastries, oh sweet wine...HERE I COME...

Lovez.

I'm Halfway Gone

I'm down with the cold.
Am currently voiceless.
I'm coughing like crazy and my body hurts.
I can't taste food nor smell so I dislike everything but bread and kung fo cha( I hope I spelled it right).
I've been downloading 2 to 3 movies a day. That makes me happy :)
I'm whiny as you can see
I wanna go on a road trip
I'm in love with Eminem's Love the Way You Lie video..I teared when I first watched it..I still tear a little..It's the 8th time now
I wanna get nice, long hair extensions!!
My sister got another rabbit and I love her..We share a special bond. I sneak her food and she nibbles me outta love...Am sure of it
I need to stop watching movies that make me wail(notice: Not cry)...It's not cool to waste so much tissue...And it definitely doesn't help my flu.
I'm gonna go look for more Nancy Drew games.

-Little Miss Obsessive-

A Helping Hand Resulted In a Rescue

I was bumming on random blogs waiting for the bf to get me after my last final paper and decided to check out PostSecret since I haven't checked it out in a long while. A very random move. I was browsing a whole bunch of random postcards until I bumped into this and I immediately started tearing up. It pierced straight through my heart. In the middle of the computer lab at college, I found myself tearing up and subtly I whipped it away.

I was a lost and hurt person trying my best to find myself again. Lots of circumstances changed who I was and deep down I was looking for myself again but didn't find a reason to. Until YOU.You showed me who I was and who I could be. You told me "never" does not exist and I deserved the world when I thought I didn't. You showed me how special I was and how beautiful you are.

I helped you a little and you rescued me. I guess God does indeed have a purpose for everything. We may not see it at first but through time the pieces does fall into place.

I thank God for you everyday. I Love You

The Unwaited Weekend

Am being practically dragged to Seremban this weekend. I purely dislike my dad at this moment. I told him about my plans like about last weekend and we ended up having a head on battle as alwayz...

If you didn't know my dad and I are wayy to alike hence we end up clashing with each other one too many times and my mum being brillant decided to stay clearly out to be safe. Anyways it ended in I can't go to the party cause I have to go to another stupid wedding on his side of the family. His cousin or something..We don't even talk to them very much for goodness sake!! And it went on to him saying I don't care about your plans as long as you stay under my roof and shit. Yes that's my dad the most unreasonable person on the planet.

Am just very unhappy right now

I'm sleep deprieved mostly because I had a marketing assignment last night and reading endless journals is just not fun and Old Town Kopitiam coffee does not do good to my tummy. So I ended up catching up "The Hills". I have no idea why am addicted to the show.

My trip down under is confirmed. I'll be going to Perth and I'll be there for about 12 or 15 days. Either one, I don't remember. And we're going on a road trip. Overnight-ing in a farm inclusive. I so hope I meet a freaking cute 6 pack cowboy:P

Well am gonna clean up my room because my maid elopped and am currently maidless..So not cool!

You Make Me Smile

I was super bummed out about my microeconomics marks that it ruined my whole day. I was grouchy and really unapproachable. I was snapping at the boyfriend and the darling that he is decided I needed some big time cheering up.

He got this free ticket thing from NST that morning and he told me we're are going for it. But being the stubborn mule that I am at times, I bite him and told him to go away. But he insisted and called my mum told her we're going. So I was like whatever sort of thing and he picked me up from college and we headed to 1U. We got there and headed to the cinema only for me to recheck the paper cutting and find out that ticket pick up time is 8ish! OMG!..haha...So we head home for a bit, get ready and head back out again.

I was in a better mood by now but not exactly there. We reach 1U and rush for dinner. Went to Otak-otak. It's a real cute cafe with all this classic deco! Had dinner and then went to pick up the tickets. I had the nasi lemak speacial and he had some bbq chicken rice thing. P.S :Am a nasi lemak addict!

We thought we were late but we were waiting for about 1/2 an hour before the NST people came. What the heck!! We were a bit lost on where to get the tickets but this bunch of old people about 70 plus I suppose come get these free tickets every week and they were very sweet and helpful. Actually everyone there was real friendly. We got out tickets and we saw this restaurant earlier which had awesome dessert and rushed there...

When we reached there and checked the menu, we thought we were in heaven! Okies so maybe not heaven but I've never had deep fried snickers bar before and I bet neither have u! The place is called New York Deli. So we ordered drinks and desert. White chocolate thingmajig..I got the cold and he got the hot..But the cold is a lot better..He got a brownie which came with loadz of chocolate sauce and vanilla ice-cream and I went for the snickers bar which came the same way as the brownie. After that we got high and camwhored:

The movie was real good. It was not your typical love story and I enjoyed it very much. The lead actor wasn't well known but he was quite good. Rome and Italy is all so pretty!!Amanda Seyfield is a pretty decent actress.

The date was pretty much perfect and I had an awesome time! I was in better spirit a whole lot after that and I really owe it to you.

You are my fairytale <3

Watching The Fireflies Fly By

I am still in a holz mood hence that has been affecting my attendance of classes. And my dad's car being at the mechanic is a plus side for me!

I had a buyer consumer test on Tuesday. Gosh was I panicking over it. I was struggling with one chapter and that took forever to decipher. Why the hell are consumers soo freaking complicated...

Everyone moved into the lakeside this week so now its no more peaceful but a complete zoo!! Its soo not cool. Am annoyed waiting for the lifts and having lunch is something you shouldn't bother about because of the amount of people in the ques you might as well freakin starve. It saves time a whole lot.And parking is caos and even the drop off area is just one big traffic jam. The plus side this week at campus is the open of dessert bar. They have quite lovely food and not forgetting awesome possum dessert..

The next few weeks are gonna be hectic with my semester coming to an end. I have a quiz or assignment due every week. And block lectures! That's the biggest torture of all.It's until 7pm...rawr

So my dad has been talking about an overseas vaca the last few weeks and we went from Hong Kong to India and now...*drum roll*..We've decided on AUSSIE!! Am super duper excited. The plan last night was to go to Gold Coast and all the theme parks there but now after my dad doing some research the plan is to go to Melbourne and drive down the great oceanic road to some penguin island. I have no idea what's that place called. This is gonna be somewhere in September or October. I have to check with my calendar and get back to my dad.

Oh I locked the boyfriend out of the house today along with my babies, sadly my house has too many opening at the sides. After that I was pretty much a dead woman so I hid out at my room until it was clear. Yea my boy and I get pretty lame sometimes...Actually all the time...I love him for tht :)Am currently working on an online business information system quiz...Online quizzes are such fun.

-Lovez-
PS: In regard to the post above...My bf actually gained 12kg...my bad...

The Playlist That Soothes

I am sitting here being a loser on a Saturday night blog hopping and being a busybody on Facebook. It's not exactly boring yet it's not exactly fun. I wish I was partying at some club right now. I so wanna dance my ass away! To get rid of this stupid feeling. And mostly to feel young again.

Lately I feel 40. It's not even funny. When people ask me how old I am, am so tempted to answer 41 and feeling strong.

I was on study break this week and my parents were off on their "honeymoon vaca" May I remind you my parents are in their mid 40's. I stayed home and bummed and slept mostly. The only times I went out was with my grandma and siblings. I am becoming a freaking homely gurl, am freaking myself out. I did do a little shopping and got a few tops and bf got me some as well.His sweet that away. We went jeans shopping for him as well on Tuesday at pyramid cause he put on 6kg or more ever since his been coming to my house which is from January. This is mainly because my mum and grandma were determined to add some fat into him and whenever they cooked awesome food, they call him over. So his here a lot! He says his here cause he misses me easily but I know its the food.Haha...

I watched "How to train a dragon" on Friday. It was AWESOME! I want a freaking dragon now.I think I'll add wings to my lab and ride her around PJ :D Cause I hate drivin in town centers around here cause theres always so damn parking and people walk wherever the hell the want.It pisses me off to the point I rather starve than go out and get food.

I just realized the whole week of "study break", I didn't study..I should try now...Note: TRY

Walk In Your Shoes

I had to come to realization, a cross path,
I was brought into realization that I can't stay in between and pull you along for a ride,
We've been through a lot and at even at this time as I curse to you face you're stubborn on fighting for me,
I guess it's times like this that shows me again and again what a gem you are,
A gem that sometimes I scratch against sharp rocks and pavements,
A gem that I should really learn to look after better,

I guess you were that helpless,
You would not have gone to that extent,
Though your actions were unreasonable,
I see it from your light,

I hope you learn to know us better and understand us,
Trust us and never doubt us,
We are so much better than this and you know it,
Am sorry as much as you,
I guess feelings do blind you at times,
And I blinded by anger,

Here on I honestly will try to be more understanding,
And learn to walk in your shoes.

How Could You?

Today was one of those days where it started out disastrous and you just know by intuition its gonna get bad. Today I discovered my real friends and people who authentically care. I was angry, mad, disappointed all at the same time.

My family plainly made matter worse and am completing whether I would ever forgive.

Now its time for contemplation and questioning.

Back Then

Its been bout 3 months since my last post and I think I've finally come to realization this isn't my diary anymore. It used to be, it once was...You'll be super updated on my life if you visited this page in a year or so before but now it's just memories...

Maybe I just lost the momentum to blog or am plainly not bothered but lately I've felt the need to vent..Maybe I just hate the posting pictures part..Like helooo you can only put up 5 pictures a time and its rather frustrating plainly.So yeah I think its gonna be more words here..

I miss having diary,
I miss rambling whatever that's on my mind,
I miss penning down my thoughts,
I miss writing secret notes to myself,
I plainly miss it all...