Theres Gotta be More In a Day....

[Mood: Blank]

[Music: Arkana - So Little Time]

Nearly my whole day was spent at the thearter.It was really fun!!

I watched Stealth and The Island.Both we're really cool movies...

The storyline for The Island was something kinda different,the speacial effects were really cool and all.Also Ewan McGregor is a totally hottie...(:P)

Stealth was very action packed.The actors were okish.The best parts of the movie were the flying scenes, which totally awesome!!

The best part of my day was...when I got in The Island which was an 18PL movie.LOL

Besides tht nothin much happened....

Theres gotta be more 2 a day......

Sometimes is seriesly wrong today

[Mood: Crazy]

[Music: Blink 182 - ALWaYz]

I love my laptop!! My skool,my tv,my music and the way I communicate with my frenz is in it(msn).If I was stranded on an island,the two things I have 2 have is my laptop and an internet system..I'll live happily ever after....I think..

Am currently downloading an episode of the Ashlee Simpson Show,Desperate Housewives and Summerland.Also 2 episodes of OTH.Never seen Desperate Housewives before,so I just wanna see whts the whole "whoo-haaa" everyones makin bout this.The story line seems kinda cool though.

I had tuition 2day.Usually when I start some sort of class..whether its organ class,tuiton...etc,it takes me sometime to get used to the teacher or something...you should see me in front of my organ class teacher,ur bound to laugh out loud....whenever he says something,all I do is smile and nod my head..like one of those weird dolls tht sits on the car dashboard...I have no idea why I react tht way..its not tht I have a crush on him or anything...*ewww* but I use 2 do tht 2 my tuition teacher to...whos a gurl...am not gay either!!!....but lately I've been opening my mouth and actually talkin to her......At last!!.....I have no idea why the fuck I do tht..........my teachers must think am some stupit wacko tht goes around noddin my head all day long...

Ok dear readers..LOL...more like crazy physco wackjobs who enjoys readin my writins...am sorry I havent wrote in lately...its just tht my head have been so very empty these past few dayz....

Dayz are going by empty

[Mood: Bored]
[Music: Jem - They]

Goin to the movies on a Monday is fun.
No lines - no huge headz blockin the screen - no bathroom crowds - and more leg room.
From now onwardz I shall go to the movies only on Monday.
The advantages of homeskooling........
Watched Fantastic Four btw.it was cool,not great but cool,too much yappin too little action.

My week has been very peaceful.Quiet yetz not dull.Uneventful yet calm.

Well I have some skool work 2 attend to.....ciozzz

Thts just my view...

[Mood: Sad]

[Music: Ashlee Simpson- Pieces of Me]

Its hard to find good people in a messed up world,

Where everyone hides their true identity,

But when you dig deep,will you find the truth,

And sometimes the truth hurtz.

Here I am,

Starin at the same window by the kitchen,

I love Ashlee Simpson's lyrics,

They alwayz remind me of wht am goin through,

Love makes the world go round but why is it so hard to find?

If only everyone owned a manuel on how 2 live.

The Perfect life,

Thank God theres no such thing,

For then no one will learn 2 survive.

Am the gurl who shows little outside,

But theres so much within,

I don' throw my feelings out,

I like keepin everything in,

Till someone has the gutz find outz,

Thts the way it is,

Thts the way I am.

Maybe

[Mood: Calm]
[Music: Marion Raven - Here I Am]

My dayz have been very quite lately and I have been very calm.
Everthing seems to be going on smoothly and nothing has been overly dramtic lately.
Thats really good....it really is

I watched "War of the Worlds" last week.Very cool speacial effects and all.A really cool flick.Tom Cruise is such a HOTTIE!!!
LOL
I know his really old..lol...yet his hot.

I guess thts the only intersting thing I did last week......not forgetting tht music talk I went for...it was kinda cool too...

I have organ class today and I have 2 head 2 church in the evening.I've Bible skool work to do today.

So I guess I have 2 start practicing the organ soon and start memorizing some stuff for skool.*siGh*

:+:Maybe it was wrong 2 let you go,
Maybe it was wrong 2 never show,
But sometimes it feels so right,
And maybe wht I did was right. :+:

I won't let you HIDE AWAY

[Mood:Free]
[Music: Hilary Duff - Hide Away]

Hiding Away

Losin' the day

As if it doesn't really matter

Saying Goodbye

Scared to say why

Afraid it will shatter our world

Show me some faith now

Trust me somehow

Why are we keepin' our secret

Why are we hiding ourselves away

Anyway we can hide away

I dont wanna fake it

I wanna make you believe, what I sayI wont let you...hide away

Where do we go

How do we know

What we're ever really after

Sometimes it's clear

When you are here

Nothing can shatter our world

I need some faith now

To trust you somehow

Why are we keepin' our secret

Why are we hiding ourselves away

Anyway we can hide away

I dont wanna fake it

I wanna make you believe what I say I wont let you...hide away

Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm losin'

Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm OK

Turn around, look around, go around in circles

Dont run away, drift away, dont hide away

Why are we keepin' our secret

Why are we hiding ourselves away

Anyway you can, hide away

I dont wanna fake it

I wanna make you believe what I say

Ohh but I cant

Believe what I said

I wont let you hide away, hide away

Hiding away, losin' my day

As if it doesn't really matter

I won't let you hide away.......

Save me,for I tried

[Mood:Blurry]

[Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris]

As I sat on the shore and watched everything around me,

Empty faces and scared hearts were all around,

There were some who were so close yet so far,

I have tried to reach out but they didn't want a hand,

What am I to do,

This place has become so dark,

And all I could do is watch while a tiny candle flickers,

As some walk toward the sea,and drown themselves,

I screamed and asked again if they wanted me to send them a boat,

But they can't hear me anymore,

As tears trickle down my face,

I see the ones I cared for sink down to the depths of the ocean,

When no one wants a hand,

I can't save them,no matter how hard I try,

All I can do is weep and pray,

That they will be saved.....somehow.

The Sea of life

[Mood:Bored]

[Music: Green Day - Minority]

As the endless length of sea stared at me,

And I looked futher,

The wind blew and assuraance swept over me,

I knew everything will be alrite.

Am dreaming and alwayz do,

About everything,

Past,present,future,

Fear and memories take over time to time,

Life shouldn't be this hard,

It really shouldn't,

Yet it is,

Why is there alwayz pain and suffering?

Theres something in the distance,

And I want it,

Its the length thats holding me back,

But I will get,

I will.....

I wrote this while I was at the beach.Thought I'll post it.....

Over it.....

[Mood: Confused]

[Music: Anneliese van der Pool - Over It]

How could you know

That behind my eyes a sad girl cried

And how could you know

That I hurt so much inside

And how could you know

That I'm not the average girl

I'm carrying the weight of the world

YEAH!

So can you get me outta here

[chorus]

Take me away

We'll jump in the car

Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far

That we can't

See this place anymore

Take a day off

Give it a rest

So I can forget about this mess

If i lighten up a little bit,

Then I will be

Over It

I'm playin the role of the happy girl

But no one knows

Inside I'm alone

But I would never let it show I get everyday

Too much work and not enough play

Over and over,It's always the same

YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...

[chorus]

Take me away

We'll jump in the car

Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far

That we can't

See this place anymore

Take a day off

Give it a rest

So i can forget about this mess,If i lighten up a little bit,Then i will be

Over it,Over it
And when the world is closin' in I can leave it all and just walk away I can always start all over again I am closer to a better day

If I lighten up a little bit,

Then I will be,

Then I'll be over it,

Over it,

I am Over It (over it)

Love this song speacially the lyrics....

It was great...

[Mood: Happy]

[Music:Ashlee Simpson - Sorry]

Heyz everyone,

I'm back.I had a good holiday and it helped clear my head a lot.

The beach is a beautiful place to think and let go everything thts in ur heart.

I went to Terengganu btw.It was a long drive,for like 4 hours.Half way through my sister decided to put the Jesse McCartney cd on and she was singing along to the whole cd .After a few songs,my mum become a fan too.*siGh* The entire journey had everyones favourite music on.There was fusion(my dad is into tht stuff),pop(me and my sis),and a bit of old stuff(my mum).....

The place was nice.Really quiet town where everyone loves the simple life.Ppl around there are mostly fisherman and all.There are major oil industries and all but most foreigners work there. The locals mostly have simple jobs.

My week was spent lazing,reading and writin by the beach,riding on 8tivies and speedboats,going for firefly watching and just chillin by the pool.It was total vacation.The funniest thing tht happened was when this guy gave me his handphone number.Yes ppl u read rite....LOL

There was this bunch of boyz who were working by the beach and everytime I passed, they'll try their best 2 get my attention and like on the 3rd day,one of them gave me his handphone number.LOL

Talk bout desperate...LOL

I had a great time....

This vaca really did me some good.

And so its back 2 quiet life.....