Over and over again....

[Mood:Peaceful]
[Music: Cry - Mandy Moore]

I have a selection of songs in repeat mode.I love this bunch of songs currently.
Its soo soothing.
This is fun.

I can't wait for Backstreet Boys new album.

I have fallen in love with their single "Incomplete"
Am addicted 2 it.

*Never*

[Mood:Confused/Calm/Tired]
[Music: Incomplete - Backstreet Boys]

"Everything happens for a reason"my sis said this 2 me,

Thts the only words that keep playing in my head rite nowz,
but now I cant find the reason of why this happened,
I don't blame myself for this,
But yes
Am upset bout it,

I never thought this would happen,
I mean I knew this would happen someday,
But sooo soon,I never guessed
I really never thought
Never.........

**At last**

[Mood: Tired]

[Music: Ooh Baby - Ciara]

Just finished tuition.My mum got a teacher to come over twice a week for BM.

Its official,am going 2 do my PMR.Only next year though.

*siGh*

Its not necessary at all actually.But my parents totally insist on it.

Its just a waste of my precious time.....LOL

Thank Goodness the teacher is okies.Usually all the tuition teachers I get is kinda weird,but this time its ok.

I just realized tht fusion music are made by messed up ppl for the messed up soul.

Went 2 this music shop yesterday,mostly fusion music was sold there.

Not only does it sound weird but the singers are totally weird 2.They're into all kinds of weird religions.The whole shop was just plain weird.

Things are getting totally complicated around me...again

Great.......

Am all confused.....

Well at least something intersting is happening.....

*Life's moving by*

[Mood: Calm]

[ Music: I don't want to be - Gavin DeGraw]

Just came back from Kuala Selangor.Went there for a drive, just for the fun of it.It was a nice drive.

Very scenic.While on the drive.I noticed loads of forests being cut down for housing projects.Whts wrong with this ppl??? If all these trees are chopped down,theres going 2 be less oxygen and very unhealty enviroments.No one is stopping these developers either.Am not sure why but I REALLY hate it when i see so many trees being chopped down.They're such beautiful things.Ppl should apperiaciate them more!!.*siGh*

Went 2 some park when we reached there,then had lunch at a seafood restaurant and came back.

Usually when I go out of town,I usually appreciate living in the city,if I would have been staying in some small town.By now I've would have gone officialy physco.

Life seems horribly boring there.Not one decent shopping mall or cinema.Roads looks really bad and most restaurants look totally unhygienic.

Am soo very grateful am a city gurl!!

THANK GOD!!!!

Well am going 2 get confirmed this year,so I have classes at church 2nite.For those of u who dont know wht am talking bout.

heres the defination of confirmation.

Confirmation: (1) a Christian rite conferring the gift of the Holy Spirit.(2) : a ceremony of confirming youths in their faith. { Defination from the webster website}

I've gotta do some work for confirmation class........

Everything you want

[Mood: Confused]

[Music: Vertical Horizon - Everything you want]

Somewhere there's speaking

It's already coming in

Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind

You never could get it

Unless you were fed it

Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks

Past the places where you used to learn

You howl and listen

Listen and wait for the

Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]

He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

You're waiting for someone

To put you together

You're waiting for someone to push you away

There's always another wound to discover

There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight

And watch it unwind

It's only what you're asking for

And you'll be just fine

With all of your time

It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island

Into the highway

Past the places where you might have turned

You never did notice

But you still hide away

The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]

I am everything you want

I am everything you need

I am everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

I say all the right things

At exactly the right time

But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

And I don't know why

I don't know why....

*Hope*

[Mood: Depressed]
[Music: Westlife - My Love]

Why is everything going by so fast,
Its like am miles behind time and far way from life,
I cant seem 2 catch up anymore,
I want everything 2 slow down,I really do.
I wanna grab life and drag it behind me.
But it seems 2 be dragging me.
I feel empty,I want more 2 happen in life
Everyone is expecting 2 much,
But all I expect is everything 2 be normal,2 be acceptable 2 nature,
I thrieve for everything 2 be right,
But all I do is mess up,
I alwayz mess da whole thing up,
Life has always been unfair 2 me.
Wht did I do wrong?
I can never figure out,
I hope time will figure answers for all these question,
I really hope so............

Save Me!!

[Mood:Bored to death]
[Music: Blink 182 - Alwayz]

Havent check in for a while

So heres a quick update:

Saturday:chillaxed,did some studying,all da usual stuff.Da only extraordinary thing i did was watch "one tree hill" after such a looong time.Chad Micheal Murray is one cute hottie!!!!..lolz

Sunday: I had a bad day.Church and all was okies.But my mum was in of one her nagging moods.So tht made my day fuckin misreable.*siGh*

Monday:Da usual stuff>>studying,reading,listening 2 music,wasting time.I did discover a new hobby though.Lying on the floor and starin at da lights is fun.really fun!!

So as you can see my dayz are becoming less and less eventful.If something doesnt happen soon,am gonna go Insane.

SERIESLY!!!

I've gotta do some skool work nowz,its pilling up madly.And my science teacher is bugging me 2 finish a project up.

*Drip,Drip,Drip*

[Mood: Comforted]
[Music: Jojo - Not Tht Kinda Gurl]

Dayz are going by,really quickly,I cant even keep up anymore.
Everythings very casual.Just wayy 2 casual.Am bored and tired.I like sitting by da window in the kitchen all alone and stare at the window.Watching da rain all day long.

I luv da rain.Da way it getz heavier and slowz down.Its soo cool.Da way it flowz

*drip...drip...drip..drip*
It gives me such a sweet feelin.Its a feelin of confort.A sense tht the world is revolving while I'm just watching it.

Well enough of me blabbing bout da rain.

Went 2 organ class yesterday.I passed tht "phantom of the opera" song.
I actually enjoyed playin tht piece.Da lyrics and beat was so very romantic.
I got a new piece.It "reflection" by christina aguilera.I luv tht song!!
Its a grd 7 piece,so its preety diffult.

*SiGh*

I've got absolutely nothing 2 do......
Blah...Blah...Blah....Blah ...Blah

*Confused*

[Mood: Content]
[Music: Switchfoot - I Dare You To Move]

Went outz with my aunt 2day,2 help her look for a new phone.That took a while of trotting around from one shop 2 another.....
I was awarded for my patience though...lolz.....Went to Swensen and had da earthquake!!
With loadz of rum and raisin on it
Yummmm!!

Practiced da organ 2day.......lately I've been doing tht a lotz.Not sure why. Bet its Da boredness, its definately taking effect on me.

I've been confused lately.Am not sure why.Maybe its normal 2 be confused for absolutely no reason or is it just me........

Bet its me....

I had nothing 2 do....

[Mood: Bored]
[Music: Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone]

the story behind your email address	Everytime I put a name there,its was taken,I got fustrated so thts why its soo fuckin weird.
you're looking forward to	shopping.
you are deathly afraid of	Death and da end of da world
do you believe in love?	Definately
do you believe in total forgiveness?	kinda
3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to	Australia,Rome,Hawaii
is there something you wish you could understand better?	da world
my father thinks I am	lazy and I need to spend more time outdoors
my mother thinks I am	a totally weirdo and am from another world
my siblings think I am	da most irrating person on da planet
what makes you happy?	chocalates,rum and raisin ice cream and cheesecakes
who makes you laugh the most?	My frenz and their quirky wayz
who has a crush on you?	Not sure....
what makes you nervous?	a crowd of ppl
and what would you like to order?	A glass of wine mixed with spirit
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

*Good Old Casual Dayz*

[ Mood:Cheerful]
[Music: Bowling For Soup- 1985]

I finished my history test 2day and I passed!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeee!!....
At last,after studying so damn freakin hard,after slogging 4 dayz,using all da power tht was in me...LOL...ok am overly bullshitting here,as u can see, am in a good old jolly mood.
On dayz like this.I feel so happy,content and satisfed.And with awesome music playing rite now,it boosts my spirit even more.

Nothing hapenned 2 day,it has been as casual as it can get.
I've been horribly bored,*SiGh*

Am gonna go find something 2 watch on tv.....

*LOL*

Your Icecream Flavour is... French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Memories will alwayz hunt u......

Headed 2 Pyramid yesterday 2 watch "Robotz".Very cool flick,speacially robin williams character...its was good and cute,had dinner and cable car and went accesory shopping,bought a braclet at checkers(it was soo damn cute,with litle colored herts on it)...its was a good family time!!

TILL>>>

Well while I was walking around da mall I saw this necklace which *someone* got me sometime back and then I saw da price of it cause this *someone* didnt tell me how much it was.....I found out then tht this person spent quite an amount on me...*siGh*.......then I got all upset,there went my fun filling day.....I came home,sat in a corner and cried.....

Damn Ia.....I soooooooooo have 2 stop doing this.....

Watched tv till 1.oo and headed 2 bed

There went another day of my life.........

This is me alrite...

Well i've been doing nothing much lately,just lazing around and doing absoulutey nothing,i've been fucking bored...........

I've been wandering lately.....when I was at skool,I alwayz had all kindz of weird problems going on and all,and even when am homeskooling all different kindz of problems come my way,da way life is filled with obstacles is really very intersting,maybe thts wht pushes us 2 live,

I've been totally confused and feelin lost lately,

What da hell have I been doing?

My dayz have been going by just wayy 2 quickly and I've lost track of time,

Am walking in circles and my head is spinning,which way is da rite way,

I better find da road I need 2 walk in.....

Or am gonna stay lost forever.......