Tears and Blood

[Mood: Dark]
[Music: The Rasmus - In The Shadows]

The never ending nightmare,
One that’s long and so real,
So true that she can actually feel the tears fallin down her faces,
These horrible feelings,
The heartbreak,
It’s suppose to be a lesson,
To appericate and never take for grated,

This dream is longer than expected or meant to be.
Reality is really much prettier,
She knows that,
She is happy with now,
She hates this nightmare,
In it she cries every nite with songs reading out her pain,

The unbearable heartache,
She cuts so that the pain would be visible,
How could everything so perfect ever became this,
Deep down she’s glad its all in her head,
And thats what that keeps her calm…..

All of a sudden she opens her eyes,
She sees the wet stained pillow,
The crimson stained blade,

The fresh scars on her wrists,
Lookin around its exactly like her nightmare,
It was real,

The Tears...Blood...Pain...Scars..

Loosing it she screams,
The bitter sound rings through her ears,
Choking she stammers,
Thoughts jugglin all around,
Her wrists bleeding,
She looks for answers....

The happiness the smiling,
It wasn't real,
Screamning and sobbin,
No one hears her,
How could this be?
It was perfect…the smiles,the laughter,
It was all meant to be,
The promises,
Those beautiful words,
Where has it all gone?
This can’t be…all those time spent and effort put it,
How could it have vanished in thin air?
She can’t believe she is really alone,
Who is goin to be by her side now?
Who is going to make her feel safe and chase away the darkness?
She’s crawling on the floor with her tears and blood stained hands,
This isn’t how it was suppose to be,
This wasn’t suppose to happen,…
How did it end up like this…
HOW