One of the best weekends ever!

[Mood: Tired/Happy]

[Music: Jessica Simpson- With You]

My friday was very cas.The day went by in its usual manner.The only weird thing was that I kept hittin Vitto through out the day and he just came and hugged me...*Bizzare*.....LOL....After so long teacher Ben lee spoke..tht was good..the rest of day was spent with my best fren.Since we haven't seen each other in 2 weeks.There was sooooo much to catch up on.Came home,chilled outz and then went for some family dinner thing which was pretty much a bore.Came home and slept early.I consider 12am early btw.....

So early yesterday my sister was jumping around cause she had tickets for the Click Five concert and I was suppose to go to a fren's birthday party at a ktv(which am sooo sorry I didn't call you guyz and tell you I wasn't attendin..am soo sorry!!)....But that mornin a few of her frenz backed out and there was tickets for me and a few frenz.Totally excited,I messaged my bf that mornin and told him to come.So headed to Lagoon in the afternoon and hung around the park with my sis,her fren and mum.When we reached there,did I relealize that it was the Quicksilves Revolution Tour.I had no idea that this thing was gonna be at the theme park and so I didnt bring the neccesaties...*sheesh*.....okies so halfway through I was gettin totally bored...and then at bout 4 somethin,my bf and his fren came...shes a really nice gurl btw..very friendly....newayz I was overjoyed cause the boredom was really gettin to me......we headed for a few rides..the really mild ones though..lol...we met up with more of his frenz..a nice,fun bunch..and then we decided to split from the group for a while and take a walk... it's really pretty in the evenin on the suspension bridge btw...and then we just hang around the beach area...talkin and all(:P)...while waiting for the concert to start...it was nice to sit down and have a talk...real romantic (:P)...so the concert started bout 9 and it was sad cause I have Click Five's cd but I never really listened to it..so note to self:Listen throughly to all the cd's I get!.....sadly I only got to stay for half of the concert but the Click Five totally rocked the stage...the lead singer looks so much cuter live!!!...lolz... cause my tansport home who was my sis's fren's dad came early so I had to go home half way through the show....was so fuckin worn out when I came back but I had one hell of a good time!!...

So Sunday I was so tired that mornin but thank goodness I managed to drag myself from bed and off to church and I managed to play the organ without sleeping on it.After church headed off to Mid Valley and had lunch at Chilli's...Love tht place!..came home bout 3 something and slept till bout 7.After that watched "Constantine"...thts a pretty good flick btw... and then hanged online for a bit and watched "A Walk To Remember"...tht movie alwayz makes me tear..this time it definately made me more than just tear..lolz...slept around 1..

So my weekend was definately a blast.Saw a band live,hanged with frenz and partyed.It was all darn good!!!

Every moment I spend with you,

I treasure ever so much,

You make me feel thingz that I've never felt before,

And when am with you,

It seems like I can spend forever in your arms,

Baby you've swept me off my feet,

And am fallin rite into ur arms,

For that moment,

It seemed like we were the only ones around,

And everyone else seemed to have disappered in the background,

The day felt ever so magical,

I love the way you make me smile,

And the way you hold me,

For I just love the way you love me.

High walls and running

[Mood: Happy]
[Music: Bethany Joy Lenz - Halo]

First it's all about takin chances,
Cause you never know where they'll take you,
When we've taken the wrong turn,
And get hurt,
That's when we decide to build thick,high walls.

Maybe it's the fear of being vunerable,
Or because of a hard lesson learned,
But I've found out that it's all bout followin your heart,
Even if it means breaking the rules.

I tried running away many times,
And I guess I hoped that someone would run after me just for once
And you did that,
You broke down the walls that I built,
That's when I decided to let you in.

Some people put up walls, not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down.

Am no longer feel insecure,
And it's such a calm feeling,
For I know now,
That you'll catch me as I fall

Exercisin wasn't suppose to hurt

[Mood: In Pain]

[Music: Nickleback - Savin' Me]

I thought exercising was suppose to be good for ya but who the hell knew its gonna hurt this bad.Went over to my cousin's place yesterday and she dragged me to play a game of badminton with her and since I haven't played in ages,I decided to see how bad I suck at it but as it turned out I wasn't too bad actually.Earlier in the day didn't do much actually,did a bit of studying and a lot of layin around doin notta.

Came home feelin slightly sore but not too bad.Did a bit of readin and then headed off for dinner.I've been drinkin lotsa 100 Plus lately.Not really sure why though.Came home,missed 'Lost" so I totally gotta catch the rerun this Sunday or somethin.And went off to bed...I was just tired...

Woke up this mornin feelin so fuckin sore.I was pratically draggin my self around.Had tuition,did more math....am startin to seriesly hate tht subject...I just can't get that stuff right sometimes....*sheesh*......the rest of the day was such a drag...I slept durin most of it....

"Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good fame,
Plans, credit, and the muse;
Nothing refuse."

By Ralph Waldo Emerson

The Ultimate Act of love that had the greatest impact on the world

[Mood: Tired/Cheery]

[Music: Planetshakers - All I Want Is You]

As it was Good Friday this week,there was no skool.So I spent my day partially studying,onlining and on the phone.At nite I went to church for Good Friday service and I had a good time..I was just in a very good mood that day cause a certain someone decided to be such a darlin!....hehehehe.....anywayz it rained as usual,the way it alwayz does on Good Friday...it reminds us that Our Saviour died on this very day all for love....the ultimate act of love....

On Saturday,didnt do much either.Just the usual.Hanged around the house doin nothing actually.In the evening went over to Christine's and waitied for a couple of ppl to come and all.Then Christine's sis..Josephine took us there.The place was jam packed when we arrivied and service didnt even start yetz.The main whole was packed and there was bout 100 people waitin in the lobby.Had a really good time! The Pastor spoke bout the road to our destiny.It was real good.There were bout 10 to 12 people from our skool.We had dinner and was hangin around till bout 11 somethin.And then Christine's sis took us home and since Christine and I was in the car 2gether,we kept laughin so much and poor Josephine couldnt hear Timothy give directions to his house...it was fun..lolz...I reached home bout 12 and was totally worn outz.....

I have no idea how I work up precisely at 8 in the mornin but was kinda tired.Headed to Christine's place and waited there till bout 10.Went to church at bout 10 somethin.Service ended around 12 somethin and there were more ppl from skool 2day.We took pics and all.Had lunch and sat in camp fire position...lolz....oh and a fren of mine..we've been in the same skool for a few years but his not a christian but finally yesterday when they had an altar call..he took the move and went..I was really soo happy for him..after a couple of years..his made the move to give his life to Jesus...all of us were really glad for him.....so we had lunch and after that I headed home,rushed like mad cause we were late to go to our grandparents place cause there was dinner sorta thing that evening...I was runnin low on energy by then...came home at bout 12 that nite and after that I headed to bed...was ever so tired...

Woke up at 11 this mornin..dad decided to be gracious this mornin I guess...well I gotta go do some skool work...my week of vaca is officialy over...

He died on the cross for you and me,

He suffered ever so much,

And all for the sake of love,

The one pure,true love,

Love that impacted the world and touched many lives,

He loves us in the way that words can't describe,

And all He wants back is our love,

And to walk the path He has planned for us,

So that we may have abundant life.

He died for you,why not live for Him?

My dear little corner

[Mood: Lonely]

[Music: Crossfade - Cold]

Am in a small little corner,

Shiverin slightly in the light cold breeze,

So many thoughts are lingerin in my mind,

And am not sure which one to deal with first.

For I want everythin in my mind to disappear,

So I can run along carefree,

Thingz were so much easier back then,

When the biggest problem was learnin to write your name.

I just want a hug,

A hug to make all this disapper,

To be held and never let go,

To be held close and be told that everything will be alrite.

Maybe I should find a cosier corner,

And stay there till am ready to come out,

Fo right now I just want to hold on this feelin.

Life is a balance of holding on and letting go

It's was a sweet old day

[Mood: Cheery]

[Music:Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take The Wheel]

The day started off with tuition and then some time online.Headed off to Esther's house later in the mornin.We were messin around with her computer and her music collection.I gotta get that Carrie Underwood cd from her,its sounds really good btw...has tht country feel to it.Then we walked to Mc'ds and had lunch...its kinda of our routine everytime I go to her place.We had the usual round of burgers,fries and ice-cream.We don't usually count calories when we go out cause we don't notice how much we eat when we talk...lolz....we were talkin bout the teens in hollywood and ideal husbands(:P)......we like talkin bout the future a lot....its weird tht way...

So we came home and chilled around for a while and then we went out with her mum to get ingredients for the cookies we were goin to bake.Took a while to decide if we were goin 2 use hershey or cadbury chocolate and then her mum suggested cooking chocolate..lolz....came home around 3 somethin and we practically had home economic lessons....it was fun!!...we kept talkin and laughin a lot..it was nice 2 spend time with her after such a long time....guess we both felt the drift and all......then she had 2 go for violin lessons and I hanged online with my pet sis and watched "The Nanny"..its an old sitcom..use 2 watch it when I was younger..anywayz we went 2 pick her from her lessons and then we went for dinner....came back and my mum was there by then...just came home btw and so here I am..

It was a really good day.I had a great time!!.....I think I should do this more often....am gonna go check on my one tree hill episode....I wasted a whole freakin day downloadin the wrong one!!...*Sheesh*...

Since You've Been Gone

[Mood: Still worn outz]

[Music: Kelly Clarkson - Since You Been Gone]

I can't believe,
For I am in disbelief,
I trusted you,
So much for that matter,
But you've proved me wrong yet again,
Guess am getting use to this,
But there are no more tears to cry,
And ain't gonna waste my time cryin anymore,

Am done here,
For it's not something new,
In my heart, I knew
I knew you would tell me this one day,

It was just a matter of time,
So thank you for all the great times we had,
For breakin my heart and watchin me fall apart,
For no one has hurt me the way you did,

I bet it was fun,
And you had a good time
But I don't reget,
I learned a lot from you,
And am grateful in a way for all the lessons,
But as usually behind every lesson,
There are marks,

Marks you can't erase and you'll carry around for the rest of your life,
For experience is a hard teacher

It gives you the test first
And the lesson much later.

You dedicated,

You took the time,

And it wasn't long till I called you mine,

But all you ever heard me say is how I pictured me with you,

That's all you heard me say,

But since you've been gone,

I can breath for first time,

And am so movin on,

Thankz to you,

Now I can get what I want,

Since you've been gone

Smooth Sailin

[Mood: Totally Worn Out]

[Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Name]

It was kinda of a vacation this weekend and thank goodness cause I needed it ever so badly.My friday was rather quiet.It was the usual and a little more here and there.So it was pretty fun.Stayed at home for the evening and packed for the next day cause I was goin away for the weekend to the beach.Watched "Cheeper By The Dozen" that night.It was a good family flick but Hilary Duff looks really bad here.She's lost just wayy wayy too much weight.But over all its a nice movie to watch with the family.After that Kc and I were on the phone till bout 12.That was rather fun!

Woke up bout 8 and the house was bustling as everyone got ready and got their luggage into the car.We had breakfast at a restaurant and headed off by 9 somethin.So had lunch at my grandma's place and then the whole family left to the beach at nearly 2 somethin.The hotel was okies and the pool was great.The best part was when we were at the pool,it started pourin rather heavily and I got to chill in the rain(alwayz wanted 2 do tht!!).After tht was rather worn outz and had a good chinese dinner.Slept at around 12.

As it was Palm Sunday,the family decided to go to church and we went 2 my grandma's church.Later we had lunch and decided to hang outz at the beach.Was there till bout 6 somethin.Went for a boat ride and swam.Btw the beach looks really beautiful when the sun sets.It really lights up the horizon......loved the view of that.....

Went back to my grandma's place and then we went out for dinner.For chinese yetz again...I have no idea but the family tends to like Chinse food a lotz...lolz...Finished nearly round 10 and everyone headed home.Was totally tired outz when I come home.

Cause we were all really worn outz,my dad decided to let us sleep in late till bout 10 somethin.I really needed the extra sleep though am still tired...

Well the rest of my week was pretty uneventful but there was the usually highlights.Watched "Ice Age" on Thurday.It was nice but I felt not as good as the 1st.Besides tht notta much I guess.The vacation was really good for me.I had loadz of time to think thingz through and plan where I wanted to go from here.I really needed to get everything sorted out and all.And I just hope,it'll be smooth sailin from here...at least for a while.....

Is it suppose to be this way?

[Mood: Poetic]

[Music: Westlife - You Raise Me Up]

It's been all bout growning up,

For am tryin to find a way to stop time,

I want everything to come to halt,

So I sink into every moment bit by bit.

I don't wanna let go of some much,

Cause I love this sense of secruity,

Please don't go,

And leave me all out here in the cold.

Am lovin this feelingz,

Of love and care,

I never wanna let go,

Of all this wonderful dreams.

Is there no way to hold on,

For I suddenly believe in a forever,

If there is hope,

And faith lingers,

There is a forever.

"Let your desires be ruled by reasons"

Cicero

Seemed Intersting

Borrowed this from a frenz site...I was bored...seemed intersting....

1. his hair color? black,brown,redish,blonde,anything is fine cept weird colours like purple or something..
2. his eye color? anything will do..black,blue,green....
3. his height? Definately taller than me
4. does he have a six pack? sure tht wouldnt be a prob
5. is his hair long or short? short
6. does he wear glasses? no probz
7. does he have piercings? wouldnt mind a ear piercin but others maybe I'll mind...
8. does he have scars? sure
9. would he stay on the phone with you until 2 a.m.? that would be fun and sweet
10. is he buff or skinny? kinda buff but not too buff and not too skinny
11.is he funny or serious? Funny but series at times as well
12. does he like to party or stay at home? party a little is fine but not too much and stay at home is all good 2
13. should he cook? tht would be cool
14. should he have a best friend? sure
15. should he have alot of female friends? okies I guess
16. is he outgoing or shy? Outgoin is good but shy at times is kinda cute..(:P)
17. is he sarcastic or sincere? Sincere..but the occasional sacrism is fine...lol
18. should he love his mother? of course
19. should he watch chick flicks? sure..why not..it would be nice 2 watch some movies with him
20. would he be a smoker? its okies I guess but not smoke a whole pack a day and kill himself kinda thing
21. would he drink? Not to the point where he gets drunk all the time and pukes
22. would he swear? sure
23. would he play with your hair? that would be nice..(:P)
24. is his clothes style important? not exactly...but being fashionable ones in a while is good
25. would he pay for somes dates? sure
26. does he kiss on the first date? ummm....
27. would he call you everyday? tht wouldnt be a prob I think
28. would he bring you flowers? That would be sweet,speacially if they were roses
29. would he lay under the stars with you? OF COURSE!!!..thts so romantic...
30. would he write poetry about you? tht would be very cute
31. would he call you baby? of course!
32. would he hang out with you and your friends? sure
33. would you hang out with him and his friends? why not
34. would he walk you to the door at the end? yupz
35. holding hands? a must!
36. does he play soccer? not a problem
37. does he play baseball? sure
38. does he play basketball? no probz
39. does he play football? he could be a sports freak...I wouldnt mind
40. would he have alot of things in common with you? yes and no
41. would he be the type to always tell you his feelings? yea..I like honest guyz
42. would he three-way you with his best guy friend? NO!!!!
43. would he three-way you with his last girlfriend? ewWw!
44. would he sing for you? yea sure...a really romantic song would be nice like a ryan cabrera one
45. is he musical? guiter at the beach or by my window or jammin on the drums would be cool too..wouldnt mind a cute piano player either....
46. would he introduce you to his parents? lolz..why not
47. would he leave you messages for you to wake up to? hugz~
48. is it important to have him in check? hmMm..
49. is he artistic? tht would be cool since am not too artistic
50. if he calls five times a day, do you tell you friends he's sprung? It's okies...I wouldnt really mind....
51. would he talk alot about his ex-girlfriends? sure I guess...
52. would he give you any reason to think he was cheating? ermmm....
53. would he watch the sun rise with you? Hell yeah!!!
54. would he take you for walks in the park? Yea and talk the nite away in his arms...as u can see am a total romantic...hahaha
55. how old is he? just not too old....
56. is he very smart or average? hmmMm...
57. what is the most important thing in a relationship? Honesty,loadz of love,trust,chemistry

Cheers To The Teenage Years

[Mood: Happy]

[Music: Like You - Bow Wow ft. Ciara]

So Friday was pretty casual this week.It was the usual Kc and I yappin for the whole day and we were plannin 2 go outz on Saturday and all.Also a gurl name Yvonne came to our skool and had a talk..she has NS,its a sickness where u have tumors growin in ur body and cause of tht she can't really hear and was unable to walk for a while...it was real beautiful the way she's fightin for life and keepin so strong...I really admire tht cause she's not drowning herself in self-pity....even with her sickness shes a writer and a business student...she come to our skool to sell some t-shirts to raise money for an operation she needs to get down..everyone was kinda inspired in a way from this talk.....so anywayz come home and chilled around the house.Tried persuadin my date 2 go outz on Saturday which he gave me a bizzare reason for not comin and I really thought it was true and it ended bein an early April fool's joke..lol.....Went outz for dinner then and come home and slept....

Woke up nearly 11 in the mornin on Saturday.Was online till bout afternoon and since the date thing was called off,I planned 2 go 2 Christine's church....my mum was kinda shocked tht I switched plans for goin to the mall to church..LOL....went to Christine's house bout 6 and then Sonia,Wesley,Tracy and Nicole joined us.Went there with Sonia's mum.There was loadz of youths there when we reached.Had a hard time keepin track of each other.The guyz came in kinda late and all..the service was really good...the worship was loadz of fun and the senior pastor gave a good sermon bout friendship.....had no idea David Lee could play the drums so well...Esther and I kept checkin and seein if tht was really him since his usually so quite in class and all....finished nearly at 10p.m..the guyz decided 2 go first..so we had dinner and waited to take our group pic so we migled around.At nearly 10 somethin we took our pic and some guy none of us knew decided to join our pic..lol...weird...went home bout 12 and was really worn outz...I had a really good time with my gurlz though....

It was really hard wakin up in the mornin on Sunday,I was really tired.Headed to church and then to the mall for a little shoppin and makin my watch smaller since every I watch I get alwayz seems to be rather too large..Bleh...come home and spent the rest of my day in a "lazy sunday" manner..tht includes readin with my music blarin,sleepin,watchin tv and gettin online...

So my weekend was good in a way....I had fun,looks like my week ahead maybe intersting...well am actually really hopin it is...

Tears,drama and lies...THREE CHEERS TO THE TEENAGE YEARS!!!!!