Stranded on Halloween

So am stranded in college currently..*bah*
I should be doing my english report but am wayy to lazy..
Gosh I have soooo much to do this weekend.....!
My weekend is rather packed with assaignments and revisions

I can't wait for my 2 week break!!
But then I'll be having bahasa kebangsaan classes still..ish ish
So its not exactly a break..
And I have class in December!!!!..WTF laaaaaa

On the bright side, I found out today that I get a month off in the beginning of next year.Weeeeee! Maybe I should take a trip to New zealand. I have an uncle there so perhaps..hmmm..Lately I've been wanting to take an alone vaca. Seems like a pretty interesting idea..

By the way:
Happy Halloween everyone!

Sadly there are no trick or treating around here. One of the reason is because Asians are cheap la basically..haha

Am sleep deprived and hungry...
I have not had breakfast or lunch..and its already 4pm
The problem is I have no idea what am in the mood to eat...
Decisions..decisions

I'm off to tend to my pet on pet society...its addictive la!

xoxo

Catchups and Musicals

[Music: Akon - Right Now]

I decided to be sorta hardworking today.Went to college at about 9 something.Did some stats revision and a bit of the computing assignment. I was suppose to meet up with Ben but he msged me at 4am and ruined a very awesome dream!! *ur not forgivin for it btw* and told me he was suffering from insomnia and begged to come at 10..so I decided to be nice and it was 4am anywayz..I did not wanna argue with him!! :D Apparently he only suffers from insomnia when we have early morning meeting sessions la...*bah*...so then he comes around 10 something we do like a bit of work and I called Benji to see what time his coming and he was like 5 minutes away. So I left Ben with trignometry..*am sorry I forgot to mention to you am leavin early la*

We went to Mid Valley. Since it was around 11 something we got parking. Went and got tickets and we just walked around. Hanged out at the Gardens and catched. It's been a few months since we last catched up. Missed you dear! Then we had lunch at Chilli's and I had quesadillas!! Tt's been a while since I last had it..I really wanna learn to make them though..

We went and watched:

I somehow convinced him that it wouldnt be too torturous..haha..Well it was pretty good actually specially the choregraphy and music.It really stepped up,its just that the storyline was rather predictable. I kinda expected more and I have to admit I found some parts rather cheesy...

We had a drink at the Seed cafe and he dropped me off at college.Did a little more work at the library, got home around 6 something.I was superr dead tired. I came home and dropped dead on my bed and woke up at 8. I was totally dead sleepin to the point that I had no dreams..haha..thats when I know am just super tired.

Finals are 2 weeks!!!! I'm fuckin freakin out!!! Tests are this week and the next.A whole bunch of assaignments are due as well, thank goodness its mostly group stuff.

Prediction: There's really gonna be a lack of updates and am gonna be missin from the face of the planet for a while darlinz...I'll check back whenever I can ya..

-Soon To Be A Geek-
xoxo

Of Weekends, Open Houses and Books

The last week has been rather relaxed. There hasnt been much or that much classes either. On monday, there was only one class.At the end of the day. So the whole day we just bummed around and facebooked! I really felt unproductive.

The rest of the week went by in a breezy. On thursday, we did our Malaysian Studies presentation. It went pretty well,maybe half of the class was not present. So that meant no unecessary questions.

Friday was my usual "sleep and relax" routine. My weekend was spent mostly eating, thats how I remember most of it actually..haha.Saturday was lil hectic.I was out all day. Went to dad's collegues Hari raya lunch. The rendang was real good! I havent had malay food for a while so I enjoyed myself. Then mum had something at church so i convinced dad to go to MPH cause I was feeling like going on a book shopping spree and they were having some sorta sale. I got about 5 books! All the ones that I've been craving for lately:

I have yet to get the Twilight series though. Oh and some Nicholas Sparks books. This shopping spree was just as fulfilling as a clothing/shoe one!

Hanged at the church office,wating for mum to finish.Thank goodness I had Enrique with me and Jason to bother..love ya dear!..Sunday was just the usual. There's this guy who started coming to my church and he plays the piano. His sooo freaking good!! And he plays by ear! Makes me feel like I've only done Grade 1 in organ or something. Its just that I cant play without my notes. No notes I die! I panic and forget everthing!! *bah* Oh and he looks like Harry Potter! Seriously!!

On Monday, I went to the gym. There was this 70 something yr old western guy who was carrying seriously heavy weights. I was soo fascinated by him!! I just hope he didnt notice my staring..haha..he must have thought I have really odd taste in man! :P At night, there was a Deepvali open house. More food! And there was awesome firecrackers as well. Where do they get these la! I wantttt!

After going to all the open houses and such, I've learned that in this country we get the chance to experience so many diff cultures and awesome food..thts the best part! I just love different cuisnies we have. *currently having a patriotic moment*

After this weekend..I think I need to go back to the gym again sometimes this week!

I <3 lovely cuisine!

The 400th

My 400th Post!!!!

After 2 years plus...okies this clearly shows that am lacking updates!..haha

Nehowz lately I've been on a roll though.I've been trying to update at least once a day and so far so good..*proud moment*..

My day was very the usual.There was English and Math.Oh and I realized that my due dates are closing in and procrastination is really not good idea so I shall began working..this weekend! Haha..After lunch was in the library supposedly I was suppose to work on my Malaysian Studies Project but I got sidetracked to this site that Rachey recommended.It' called everthing2.com.Any registered user can post on it and it's about random ideas and thoughts about life lessons and such.Real amusin stuff! I found relatable stuff that made me feel rather sane! :D

Came home around 3 something and I was determined to go get a haircut today.I 've been telling myself this for a loong time now so yay to determine me! Haircuts alwayz help clear my head.Seriously I just get all calm and thoughtful..*bah*... and I go through realization periods! Weird as that sounds...It doesn't look that much different though.Just more layers..I didn't feel very daring kies..!

tra-la-la

Was experimentating with Enrique's cam just now.I finally learned how to use it properly!! Lol.I know la am not that tech savvy geek as am suppose to be..this coming from a "computing student"..

Introducing Little Miss Obesessive's Camwhorin Moments:

-xoxo-

Start of The Week

Emotionally: All over the place.It's plainly messed up currently.Saturday's after effects slightly still lingering...

Mentally: Drained.I blame trig!

Physically: Down with the sore throat again!! WTF la...ish ish...My immune system is doomed..I know it!

I think all this due to the Monday's Blues..*bah*

Does tuesdayz come with more cheery tag line?

I sure hope so!!!

-Little Miss Obsessive-

Off A Cliff And Into The Sea!

Wouldn't it be utterly awesome if you could jump off a superr high cliff with a fuckin cool view and fall into the dark blue ocean with a big huge SPLASH!

I think the thrill of the whole thing would be a permanent picture in your head.The wind blowing in your face,the thrill,anxiety,fear of dying and the aderaline rush.All of it mixed into this strong feeling of LIVIN!

Its just that I really feel like jumping off some cliff.But where to find one around here.There isnt a freakin hill around my area and definately no ocean! Haha It's times like this that I wish I lived by the ocean...

Th current time is to be blamed for this rather disturbing thought.Its 4 am btw.

Can't seem to go sleep now.I'm havin all this random thoughts in my head.They're rather amusin though.Sometimes I wander what intiates such things. The cause of my current insomania could also maybe be because of my emotions, which seem to be all over the place.They just seem soo unsettled.And I have no idea how to fix it...*bah*

I need sleeping pills!

xoxo

The Flick

I'm SUPER excited for this flick!!! Weeeeeee!

I just hope its up to expectation though.Cause usually when book goes to flick quite a number of readers get disappointed.And I just dont wanna be one of them!I think the actors share good chemistry though.Btw the actor may seem familiar cause he was the cutie, Cedric, in Harry Potter. Aceept here his paler and more vampire lookin!

Am soooo in love with Edward!! :D

-Twilighter-

Burning Up!

[Jason Mraz - Wordplay]

Am down with the cold yetz again...

And miracously I manage to survive a whole day at college with a fever. The weird part was everytime I was burnin up the song Jonas Brother's Burnin up pops in my head and start laughing out to loud to myself.Yea I was freakin ppl out quite a bit! haha I kept falling asleep in stats but Ben was like a freakin alarm the whole time! I would have gotten an M.C and just bummed at home but I had to go today cause of the computing test.I did manage to study for a bit the night before and early morning. Somehow. Worked on the stats project during lunch and did some more revision.

The computing test was rather un-test like. Everyone was complaining cause it was kinda difficult. So the lecturer was nice enough to give us some hints here and there. Though it did not really help.Manage to finish most of the paper and came off early. And went back to the library to get some rest before math.As usual math tutorials are alwayz noisy.Somehow everyone gets hyper for the last class of the day...

Came home and slept till bout 7.And went to the clinic..

Am plainly aching and burnin up!
I've been feelin like a junkie this last 2 dayz with the amount of cold medication I've been taking.I tried to do the whole preventive thing before hand..*bah*

Gonna get more rest and hope the medication kicks in soon..

In Need of a Reality Check

[Music: Mat Kearney - All I Need]

I'm plainly and wonderfully fustrated!!

MOSTLY WITH MYSELF

I think sometimes deep down I expect a "One tree Hill" scene to happen to me. With the indie music playing in the background making the moment perfect.And Ta-da! Everything works out perfectly the way I pictured it.I really need a knock of reality....

Am in serious need of some Magic

Caramel!

And Hersheys right about now.

Now I know why I usually keep my thoughts to myself.It's for a darn good reason. I wish I did not blab so much these dayz. I miss the gurl that kept all her thoughts to herself! I really don't like this new me that states her thoughts precisely out in the open..

I just feel soooooo complicated/annoyed/ and just Arggghh!

Ok am gonna stop now...I just really needed to rant!

So THERE!

xoxo

This is...Santiago!

And so I got another new gadget!!!

Meet Santiago!

His really hott isnt he!! Haha. This was shocker cause it was just recently in the last 2 weeks that I've been whining that need for a new phone. I know I've only had Larry for a few months and loved him at first sight but I so did not like his camera specifications. Am glad my sis messed up her phone!! :D She has Larry now btw. She better take good care of him! I will alwayz love him for his super sleek body. :D

Santiago has a 3.2 megapixel camera so that means better cam whorin sessions! N also he can read my messages to me!! How freakin awesome is tht..haha.

I'm gonna go bond with him now..

xoxo

The Scars

[AFI - Prelude12/21]

In the wake of the darkness,
She finds herself again,
With all that has hurt her and those bitter memoirs,
She’s unwilling to forgive and let through,
All that anger holds her together,
That strength that doesn’t show lingers within,
In its own corner deep,
She can’t find it now,
And hasn’t been able to for a while now,
She doesn’t understand,
It doesn’t makes sense,
Nothing has and nothing will,
Crawling around finding for the light,
She senses it but nowhere to be found,
But the blade is nearby,
She’s constantly found it,
It has been her best friend for a while now,
The crimson stains on it reminds her of the worst days,
Just like the one today,
The scars have slowly began to fade but still bare its mark,
Her wrist are covered with them,
Each cut havin its own story,
No one knows this gurl,
She doesn’t ever show herself to the rest of the world,
For to the others,
She’s an ordinary teenager,
Having it all,
Livin the life,
The dream,
The idea of perfection.
This girl hopes to be found one day,
By someone,
Anyone,

As she softly but slowly slides the blade across her pale white skin,
Her tears seem to get heavier,
She watches the drops of blood hit the floor,
With each drop, she prays for better days,
For hope
For love,
For peace,
Mostly for peace with herself,
Laying the blade by her side,
The tears and blood are just another one of those dayz going by,
The unbearable kind.

She softly runs her delicate fingers across her new fresh scar,
Knowing its story is yet to be revealed.