The Year That Was

[Mood: Thoughtful]
[Music: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love]

It's New Year's Eve and am in reminscing mode.I can't believe a year has passed by ever so fast.It seems like I just celebrated the New Year of 07.

This year I would say has been a very educational year for me.I've learned sooo much and grown.And the whole process has not been easy on me.I mean I've gone through everything from depression to a break down.Lost myself along the way and cried a river.But am grateful for it all in a way.

My challenges started from June onwards.Startin with the break up and all.That was my lowest point this year.But am grateful for the endless support from the people I love.And I've learned to lean on myself sometimes.Guess emotional independence kicked in this year.I learned tht ppl dont change no matter how much you sacrifce n give.They are who they are.They may put this temporary mask for a while but the deep down the core never changes.Also I found out tht good things don't come immediately after a bad thing...sometimes horrible things come after bad things just to see how you withstand.I was put through tht as well.For a while I kinda lost hope on good things as well...I'm hopin to find tht this new year.

I learned tht ppl aren't always wht they seem.Even the closest fren can feel differently for you and only show one side of how they feel for you.Sometimes frenship is just a one side thing and *frenz forver* doesnt really mean forver.But I learned tht the phrase "Life doesn't give you the people you want. it gives you the people you need to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you; to make you into the person you were meant to be" is sooo true.I guess these ppl were sent to me to make me who I am today.

Resolutions I've completed this yr:

1.Study Really Really Hard(Diddn't feel like it though..hehe0
2.Graduate!!(I can't believe I did it)
3.Makin a Difference In Someone's Life(A person told me this..I was sooo touched by it)

Well I'm proud I accoplished a couple of things this yr.It was been a crazy roller coaster ride.Well I know it's gonna be a start of a new adventure from here on.

~Life’s challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,They're supposed to help you discover who you are~

The Orginal Threesome!

[Mood: Cheeky]
[Music: Ashlee Simpson - Outta My Head]

Met up with Esther and Jason on Wednesday.They both just flew down from the land down under.Jason flew in last week and esther this monday.Gosh hav I missed them both!! But its great tht we've manage to keep in contact.It did feel like we've been apart so we've manage to keep each other updated bout whts happenin in our lives

I went to pyramid at 2 something.Christine met with me first and then we saw the Ben's.Chatted with them n then Esther showed.Jason came an hour later..haha...he was suppose 2 be there first! We had lunch at Uncle Lim's cause Esther couldnt take anymore western food..lol..catched up and then we decided to check up whts on theater...We decided to watch HeartBreak Kid since the only other choice is Alvin and the Chipmunks.Esther and Jason wanted to get some presents.So we went to find kids clothing toys and decided hav fun with the baby hats..haha

Got some gifts and then we saw this super loong line for J Co doughnuts...Christine was tellin us how wonderful it is so we decided to join the line...guess while chattin we didnt realize time go by.The doughnuts looks soo pretty!

They were ABSOLUTELY delicious! Then high sugar intake lead to a lil camwhorin session

Then Esther left cause she had to go somewhere.So Jason,me and Christine watched the movie.It was rather amusin n sick funny..haha...Jason was like I told we should hav watched Alvin and the Chipmunks..!.We had a drink at A&W,then shopped for more gifts.I called daddy to get me n this is how convo went

Daddy: Can't pick u up la..we're in klang havin dinner

Me: But the mall is closin!!!

Mum:*yellin behind*...we're enjoyin hazelnut coffee n fruitcake in front of the christmas tree n your missin out dear!!

Me: That doesnt sound like klang *ish*

Dad: Why should I pick u up?

Me: Cause you know u luv me!!

Dad: I'll pick u up in 10 minutes

Me: *beams*..kies!!

That line alwayz works...LOL...alwayz!!...so he came n got me 5 minutes after Jason.I had a spenldid time with them!!! Was sooo worn out n whtmore there was service the next day.So I was entertainin my neighbours with my organ playin at 12am..lol...My neighbours luv me!

~XoXo~

A Very Merry Christmas!

[Mood: Joyous]
[Music: Jessica Simpson ft Ashlee Simpson - Drummer Boy]

Itz my fav time of the year...Christmas!!!! I love everything bout it.The cookies,gifts,shoppin,fruit cakes,turkey,crowds,gingerbread man,wine and loadz more. Am a totaly tradition person and a very strict one at tht!My family trado starts on the 24th where we hav a family meal.Open presents after midnight and frenz n family over on christmas day.On the 26th we head to my grandparents in seremban.Followed by meetin with family from my mum's side. I really enjoy the family time and the atmosphere of it all.

Helped mum out in the kitchen yesterday..havent done tht in a long time...Mum was happy tht I had reformed this yr...hehe...Dinner was fun and then had service after tht...Came home aroun 1,open gifts then...We'll this yr my gifts included dressed from my aunt and grandma and from my parents...*jeng jeng jeng*...A Limited Edition GUESS BAG!!!!!!!...I was literary screamning away!!!!!!...hahaha..Enjoyed coffee and mum's fruit cake after tht.I woke up aroun 11.Dad was practically bangin on my door.He was like "Santa Claus got you another GUESS bag but u missed it"...LOL...haha..Seriously I never believed in santa claus even as a kid.I was wayyy smarter then tht! (:P)

It hasn't been a smooth ride this yr but am lookin past it all and am thankful for things I have.This season am thankful for love am surrounded by and the joy n peace I have.Truly I believe am blessed!

Merry Christmas to All!!!!!
Hope you have blessed with loadz of love,peace and joy this season
Have a rockin one!
-Loadz of Love-
~XoXoXoXo~

The Passin Dayz

[Mood: Daydream]
[Music: What Goes Around..Comes Around - Justin Timberlake]

So the other day Daniel yee decided to pop by without notice...haha...my maid came up and said a fren of urs is here...I thot who in the world...He showed up with a college fren of his.Nice guy..we chatted online n all.Went to kopitiam..they had exams comin up and all.So did tiy bit of work.While me and his fren were chattin,he was watchin movies on the guy's laptopWe hanged there the whole evenin cause it was rainin crazily...haha...They dropped us home arou five.

Well the rest of the week was spent goin out to Subang Parada or practices.Yes I went to subang parade 3 times last week.Do not ask me why but we did.First was on Sunday,then on Wednesday and on Thursday.Mum wanted to get something..am not quite sure wht though.I got another dress.Its sooo freakin quite.It has this whole 70's looks..! Spurgled on it...Itz 200..haha..but totally worth it!

I've been spendin loadz of time in the malls lately.It been Ikano and the Curve a lot lately as well.It's been shoppin n eat loadz..haha..this is wht Christmas does to ya..haha.So Jason is down n he drops by with Samuel.We hav bunch.Thts cause we were suppose 2 meet at pyramid but i overslept n woke up at noon.Went to a mamak n catched up.It was great seein him again after the longest of time.My christmas party at church was the next day.I was nervous bout the dance but it went real well.The kids were so excited bout it n did well.I had great time workin with them...hehe..it was fun n it felt tht I did a good deed..!!

Am gonna go bum aroun somemore.Happy Holz ya'll!!

The Continous Storm

[Mood: Upset]
[Music: I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance]

I have no idea what is it.The rain clouds decided to bring along all its bad luck along or just plain bad karma I suppose....I think Ppl decided that I haven't been hurt enough already for this year.I'm tryin 2 put it all behind me and be happy with whats before me.But its not easy as it sounds..

First I had to deal with the whole I can't be frenz with you no longer cause we're different material wise.WTH! is that suppose 2 mean..I mean after all this years and after all we've been through.You cant just say tht and say you wanna stay away from me....U know the truth is I actually teared after hearin that.I mean we were sooo close.She was like a sister to me and it hurts like hell when you say shit like tht and the best part of it all is tht u sound so cool with it.One fine day you say "u know why I dont sms u much anymore thts cause we're different"And when asked wht kinda difference,you giv me bullshit answers.And wht do u expect me say..."Oh yea cool..so Goodbye n cya"....Am not kinda person!I cant get ppl outta my life just like tht...especially someone so close.But here's the truth and as hard as it is for me I know its the way it should be ..if I didnt mean as much to you as you did 2 me..And our friendship didnt matter one single bit to you...You so damn well dont deserve my friendship!


And when that's done with...Then there's the "I think its cool 2 say something to everyone cause I know it will hurt you" crap.Its really amazing how a person can look and seem so very kind and decent on the outside and be so cruel and cold deep down.I somehow knew you weren't a nice person but then there I went again refusin to listen to my concious...*sheesh*.....I was really hurt.Why would a person do such a thing? How can a person be so cruel? Do you really lack tht much braincells!! I was really shocked,hurt and super mad at the same time.Well first I just sat in a daydream..ventin out the shock for a while and then the hurt poured out and finally the mad kicked in along with a whole lot of screamin along with it...the worst part of it all...*jeng jeng*...I hav to see this person soon enough!!...*bah*..gosh do I feel like drivin a bullet through his head!..I know it sounds effin violent but I really cant help it...Am mad and hurt at the same time!


It's been one thing after the other constantly lately.But I'm learnin to accept tht bad things happen and sometimes all at once and you have to learn to accept them and just try your best get past them all.You can't sit and mop bout it nor can you sit and curse at the world.All you can do is suck it all in,learn from them and move on.And thats exactly wht am doin....!

Enchanted

[Mood: Dreamy]
[Music:Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood]

He has shiny blonde hair and striking blue eyes.He mets you and you realize you hav so much in common...He whisks you away into the sunset and you live...HAPPILY EVER AFTER..!

We were practically fed with this kinda stories as a kid.Mostly thankz to Disney...and in our minds there was this picture..when the time was right..they will be a happy ever after.But as we got older...all of a sudden reality hits and u experience heartache,pain and disappointments...n u realize after a while there isnt such a thing as a happily ever after...all those stories were a mere illusion that we were suppose to keep or aim for but its near to impossible in the world these dayz.

Watchin Enchanted made me come up with this thought.I havent watched this kinda flicks for a looongest of time now.Now at 17,I realized how beautiful that dream seemed.Now its something you know will happen if the stars are in perfect alignment,fate lovez u and a shooting star falls at your feet...haha...ok so maybe am overexaggerating but you really cant blame me.I've seen too many heartbreaks,isappointments and cried myself to sleep wayy too many times...tht beautiful picture seems kinda impossible to me lately..*bah*..

Well watching tht flick kinda made me smile for tht moment.I realized how I use to so assurinly know am gonna get my happily ever after..I guess thats wht disney does.It gives u hope and something to look forward 2....The movie wasa classic fairy tale with a pinch of the modern world.The songs wer cute and Patrick Dempsy made it wayyyy better.Gosh I have this gigantic crush on him!!!...His super cute!!!..The lead actress did a good work from the transformation from cartoon to real life as well..I really enjoyed the flick!..

Here's the reason why I wanted to watch Enchanted sooo much!!...Isn't he incredibly hottt!

Patrick Dempsey in Grey's Anatomy as Derek Shepherd

His sooooo SEXY!

The Two Week's Updates

I know I've been kinda of a bum n not updatin..haha...but heres a recap of the last two weeks...with piccys!!...

Sunday was usual at church..Went to the Ikano and the Curve...seriously the curve looks soooo chrismasy!...the lights n trees..hehe...got more christmas deco at ikea..its family trado..n dad got ever more candles..after tht went to the Curve and had dinner..the bbq chicken was real good!..

The pretty lights..!

Mum n dad

I hav no idea wht my bro is tryin 2 do

Mummy n I!

On Wednesday I started with dance pratice at church.My christmas alwayz starts with this tradition. It does take time and loadz of energy and a serious amount of patience but I really enjoy it and it makes me happy to see the kidz enjoyin...After tht had lunch with my uncle n aunt...then mum,aunt,sis and I headed to Summit.We went to Secret Recipe and pigged out..lolz..we had cakes and caramel blend...seriously there is such a thing as over caramelization!..I was sufferin from sugar rush after tht..haha.

The effect of caramelization..!

I absolutely adore the caramel blend..!

On thursday went to K.L n was there till bout evening.Came back by bus and it was rainin crazilyy..came home all wet..haha..it was fun..Went to cell tht nite..Kc came along..went to Tanjong after tht..came home 12 somethin..stayed up till 2 n then wake up at 5.Was leavin to Ipoh for a short holz..slept mostly throughout the drive..reched there aroun 10 something.Had dim sum for breakie n then went to the water park there.Gosh seriously the surroundings is just lovely.Checked in the hotel aroun 6,had a nap n then went for dinner.I just lovee goin to Ipoh for the popiah...haha..crashed aroun 1 somethin after watchin some weird malaysian reality tv show...

Had breakfast at the hotel and then left to KL.Reached home,onlined/unpacked...multitaskin is alwayz an adventure...went to Hannah's house warmin.They had good food btw.Turkey n fruit cake...felt so in the season!..loadz of ppl from skool came..camwhored a while n then watched Russel Peters after tht...Seriously the guyy is such an ass !!..like wht he says his says is soo very true..he really has an observant eye!..haha

After church left to MidValley.Sis wasnt well n mum went elsewhere with aunt.So it was just me,bro n daddy.The deco is loveeely!..went to MPH to look for the carol book n it seems it hasnt arrived..then wth! put it on the pamphlet..*bah*..had lunch at some cafe...then I got a cute top from FOS....came home n slept...chilled for pretty much the rest of the day...

The rest of the week was a bore...Had more dance practice n all...On wednesday went to Ikano..current new fav hang out spot...shopped!!..I got more shoes n oversized shades...I'm runnin out of space for my shoes...*bah*..N I need more diff sorta shades...haha..spent pretty much the whole day there....was super worn out...

That's pretty much it...its gonna be crazily busy from now on.Am excited!

Currently down with the flu

*ickz*

And am also voiceless...

My odd sign language rockz!

~XoXo~

Tears and Blood

[Mood: Dark]
[Music: The Rasmus - In The Shadows]

The never ending nightmare,
One that’s long and so real,
So true that she can actually feel the tears fallin down her faces,
These horrible feelings,
The heartbreak,
It’s suppose to be a lesson,
To appericate and never take for grated,

This dream is longer than expected or meant to be.
Reality is really much prettier,
She knows that,
She is happy with now,
She hates this nightmare,
In it she cries every nite with songs reading out her pain,

The unbearable heartache,
She cuts so that the pain would be visible,
How could everything so perfect ever became this,
Deep down she’s glad its all in her head,
And thats what that keeps her calm…..

All of a sudden she opens her eyes,
She sees the wet stained pillow,
The crimson stained blade,

The fresh scars on her wrists,
Lookin around its exactly like her nightmare,
It was real,

The Tears...Blood...Pain...Scars..

Loosing it she screams,
The bitter sound rings through her ears,
Choking she stammers,
Thoughts jugglin all around,
Her wrists bleeding,
She looks for answers....

The happiness the smiling,
It wasn't real,
Screamning and sobbin,
No one hears her,
How could this be?
It was perfect…the smiles,the laughter,
It was all meant to be,
The promises,
Those beautiful words,
Where has it all gone?
This can’t be…all those time spent and effort put it,
How could it have vanished in thin air?
She can’t believe she is really alone,
Who is goin to be by her side now?
Who is going to make her feel safe and chase away the darkness?
She’s crawling on the floor with her tears and blood stained hands,
This isn’t how it was suppose to be,
This wasn’t suppose to happen,…
How did it end up like this…
HOW

Graduation...!!

[Mood:Happy]
[Music: Vitamin C - Graudation Song(Friends Forever)]

Seriously I can't believe I graduated..!!! The ceremony was last Sunday.Yetz another New Yr Resolution checked...*beams*..Been anticipatin for this for quite a while n I seriously doubted if I coul have done it..but am overjoyed!

Rushed back home after church..I had this major phobia tht I was gonna be late n all. Got all dressed up..I <3>
Left with Silas n Bryan..Silas drivin is effin cool..its a wander how he passed..n bryan has indeed NO need for speed!...LOL..reached denise's place n stoned.Had dinner n then had a couple of games..played shirade's mostly...then went to the pool..I wasnt sure if I wanted to go in but before I could make up my mind I got thrown in by ben lee n Vitzz..gosh!..it was soooo effin cold!!!...hanged there till bout 12:45..went back with eddy n nicolette by taxi..cause nicolette was soo afraid she was goin get grounded for life..lolz..the gf left early..vitz left the same time as me..it was real nice of eddy to leave us back..I tried to sneak in but my "superb" guard dog wake everyone up!!!...*ish*..Vitz smsed just to check if I was safely home...thankz dear!!...:)...guess he didnt trust eddy(:P).....I was soo tired n my hands were numb cause of the pool...slept aroun 2 somethin n woke up at 1 in the afternoon the next day..haha...

Graduation was seriously great n I had a good time with my darlinz!..N usin this excuse I got loadz of gifts as well!!..haha..Collected piccys from everyone so check out the slide show..!

L.O.V.E

Randomness At Its Highest Level

[Mood: Tired]
[Music: Believe Me - Fort Minor]

I woke up aroun 8 somethin on a Saturday!!!

Dont ask why....

Where have the cute guyz gone to?

They've all left to mars...*bah*...I so knew it..!!

I've been wakin up at weird hours lately...I sleep aroun 1 or 2 and then wake up at 4 and cant fall back to sleep..

I took my muscle relaxant the other nite as a sorta "sleepin pill" and it worked!!

I only have one more left...*snifflez*...I soooo want more of those...it tells my brain to shut up when it goes on wild and helps me get a good nit3z rest...

My week has been quiet and I cant remember what the hell I did...

My aunt came back from Langkawi which a whole bunch of Hersheys!...I'm joyous...

Graduation is less than 24 hrs away...!!!!!!!!

*SquELz*

I'm gonna go paint my nails...BLACK

Holdin It All In

[Mood: Deep Thought]
[Music: Nada Surf - Alwayz Love]

Instinct: a natural or inherent aptitude, impulse, or capacity

My instinct has been right 98% of the time.I've realized through time that I have one hell of a rockin intuition but when it comes to something I don't wanna hear...I shut it up and shove my it in a corner.And it sits there in silence but through the silence I know its dying to scream words to help me avoid getting hurt or disappointed. Maybe I do so cause I like the tiny little hope bubble lurking around from time to time. This isn't the first time this happened.It happened bout 5 times!!..Yes I know its lame but I've been counting.Happened a lot in my previous relationship...*bah*...Instinct is seriously a fckin cool feature we have as humans.It's always fascinated me the way it knows tht the wind is bringing in something unfortunate with it.Its wonderful how its built in and just knows the future..! It knows things that are gonna be wrong or right for you. Sometimes I wished I listened it more...n deep down sometimes I wish it predicted more wrongly on things tht right...at least I would smile more...

Lately its been plain hard to just be happy...I've been strugglin with tht lately...actually not just now but for the last few months..I cant seem to find the good things anymore...its like they've evaporated in thin air...like it was never there in the first place..I feel like am lookin for a needle in the haystack....There are still dayz where I cry myself to sleep because its confortin...I'm tryin to be strong for me but there are just those dayz tht throw me on the ground so hard tht I bleed all over again....Those are the unbearable dayz.....And there are times as the rain slowly comes to a halt tht I find tht little ray of light and hope softly whispers in my ear....
..."Just a lil bit longer"....

As The Storm Travels By...

[Mood: Tired]
[Music: Unions of Knives - Opposite Direction]

My weekend started out shoppin with mum at pyramid on friday. We went there around 12 something. Thank goodness I knew my way around the new wing. So we went to Parkson first.Checked out the bags...My mum got me my Graduation gift!!! A gold colored GUESS!!!!! It's a new arrival and its ever so hottt!..Mum told dad wht she got me n they both agreed that am wayyy to freakin expensive!!..LOL..Then went to see the dresses...didnt see anything decent... So went to check the shoes..and as usual when mummmy and I go out we get SHoES...!!! She got me a funky gold shoe..!! I think am officially shoe obbessed.! Got lunch at Delifrance..The food was good cept they didnt cook my chicken properly n it took forever.Mum n I did catchin up n gossips..hehe...then we went on a dress hunt..went to this real cute botique n they had loadz of dresses...They were super cute..Mum went wild n kept askin me to try on stuff..haha..was there for bout 45 mintues..u get the piccy!..finally got 6 dresses..N my Graduation dress!!!! Seriously its sooo damn cute..! Came home aroun 4..was so effin tired..slept then went to church...

Stayed over my aunt's place for the night and Saturday was a breezy.Went to get more boxes..gosh I seriously am startin to hate this packin thing..then had dinner at Sri Kembangan...they have real good food there btw!..N i had this intersting dish..Paper chicken..they kinda bake it in tracing paper..looks intersting but it was good..lol...Sunday was usual.Went to church and had some activity in church at nite.Lazed around after that.

The rest of the week has been casual.Been kinda lazy to study...I hate it when this lazy pang hits me...*bah*...I seriously procrastinating on my math...N T.Ben had this talk with tht I really have to put some effort into..like bout 2 hrs a day...I freakin hate bondin with my math!!! But I really have to get into this self discipline thing....

Had some drama yesterday nite...It's alwayz one thing or the other....I think it finds me a good victim but am really startin to despise it....Just when things got calmed down n usual..then something drops from the sky and starts back the fire...seriously am soo fckin sick of it!!..For once I just want peace and calmness.After forever my life is back to normal, after those 2 unbearable months. I like the current situation...the way it all is...I seriously dont want anything gettin in the way of tht......I made decisions and am standin by them. Am not changing my mind anytime soon or ever matter of fact...I'm finally happy and for once everything is normal.I'm all good and everything is fine.All I want from you is to leave me alone and let me be. I'm happy and if you really care for me the way u say you do....You would let me be and let me be happy..So do understand and respect my decision......
...And Let Me Live My Life....

I don't really believe in regrets.all my experiences,
Even the ones that didn't turn out the way I wanted them to,
I firmly believe they were all worth it.
-Gilmore Girls-

Behind Every Great Love Is a Great Love Story

[Mood: Reminscing]
[Music: More Than Anyone - Gavin DeGraw]

I'm am a big time lover of chick flicks!One of my all time fav romantic flicks in The Notebook.It didn't premier in theaters here cause it was an Indie flick but it won best kiss on MTV's movie awards 2 years back.It stars Ryan Goosling an Indie actor and Rachel McAdams,she was the head of the plastics in Mean Girls.But she protrays a totally diff character here.It's a love story bout how two teenagers from diff social status fall in love one summer but are separated by her parents because they come from diff worlds.It has a very sweet ending n I tear every time even though I've watched it bout 5 times..lolz...I know thts weird but I cant help it..!! The quotes from this flick is lovely and the chemisty between actors are really hott n cute...I guess I like this soo much cause the teenage love is so adorable and it kinda gives you hope on such things on true love and soulmates.Also it has a special place cause it brings back memories and quotes and means a lotz to me...And Seriously we all could do with some hope sometimes...

" Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They are shooting stars---a spectacular moment of light in the heavens-- fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone"

Allie: [Noah is about to lie down in the street intersection] You're gonna get hit.

Noah: [Looks around for oncoming cars, there aren't any in sight] Uhh, by all the cars?

Allie: What happens if a car comes?
Noah: You die

Noah: I could be fun if you want, pensive, smart, superstitious, brave.. and i could be light on my feet. I could be whatever you want, you just tell me what you want and I'll be that for you.
Allie: you're dumb
Noah: I could be that

Allie: Now, say you're a bird.
Noah: If you're a bird, I'm a bird

"My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you."
-Noah-

"I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough."
-Noah-

Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now it's too late.
Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.
Allie: You wrote me?
Noah: Yes... it wasn't over, it still isn't over

Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Allie: So what?
Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.

Behind every great love is a great story

The Weekend

[Mood: Bored]

[Music: The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars]

The weekend was good.I went for Altered Frequency's concert on Friday at City Harvest. Heard of the band before but never really knew their music.They were pretty good actually..like the hav the whole punkish rock thing goin on. Oh and I found out the drummer is my mum's cousin..haha...small world!...Went with Christine,Shauny,Peter,Daniel and sis. It started at 8 and finished at 10 something.After that we went mamakin at 5 bintang...am not really a fan of the place...Shauny drove there.He has this vintage music collection...lolz...it brings back memories..haha..I had nasi lemak and was chattin with Pete...his so cute la...hehe...finished around 12 somethin...n shauny dear drove us back....we were singin along to Matchbox's Unwell on the wayy backk...lolz...daniel just sat there all blur-ish...tht was fun!

Had yetz another weddin on saturday.This time it was a church member's one.Gf said shes jealous I hav soo many weddings happenin lately...haha..Dad didnt come cause bro was not well n he volutered to babysit.It was okies...they kinda cut a few parts of the service...tht was effin amusin...the reception was such a drag...like each course took freakin forever n I was broed outta my wits.N so much for relyin on my frenz for company...the gf had no credit n I had no idea wht vitz was doin!!!..went home around 11.Came home and watched Private Practice..Its a spin off from Grey's Anatomy about one of the doctors and her like in L.A. And so it is another show am hooked onto!

Sunday's church was usual.I was tired cause of my sleepin disorder n I hardly had any sleep the nite before.Came home stoned n tried to get some sleep but couldnt.So watched tv and then played with my dogs.Btw I hav another dog now...shes labrador n rottweiler mix. But she looks more like a labrador.I'll get pics of them soon. Her name is Candy and my other dog...Chocolate(I named him!..haha..I alwayz wanted to name a dog chocolate chip..from the nancy drew book..) he didnt seem to like her very much at first...I think he was jealous..he gives her this cold stare and looks away when we touch her..lolz...so cute!...but after 2 dayz later they became buddies n were attackin each others tails...adorable lil thingz!....That nite hanged online and the most RANDOM thing happened..I've been chattin with this gurl who is my ex's gf or ex or I don't know what the heck they are..She seems nice and she thinkz am cute!...*BaH*...so we were talkin bout her past n I kinda asked her somethin tht I wasnt suppose to ask or know bout...Then I hav this flash of freakin drama!...I thought the drama left along with the break up...But somehow drama is effin attracted to me and am somehow involved in it again..I was ROFL cause of the bizzareness!...After the whole thing I just sat there with this whole "WTF!!!!"...thing on my mind...*ICKZ*....Hanged online for a bit after that and then hanged on the phone with my dear peverted "Patatic" fren...lolz...*inside joke*...its soo weird cause we've know each other for like 2 yrs now n he didnt know I had a blog...I was like its part of my nick on my msn...N his like I thought tht was some advertisement link.!...His a freakin blur at times!...lolz...The convo ended aroun 4 in the mornin...N thank goodness it was rainin cause I was laughin effin loud n my parents didnt hear..haha..I heart late nite/ early mornin convoz!!!

Well itz a new week..time is runnin by so freakin fast!...I'm tryin to catch up with it these dayz..

Here are some pics from the concert n mamkin session from Pete's phone...its kinda blurish though..: